DESCRIPTION
Still so angry at an ex-boyfriend that turned psycho stalker on me. He put me through hell, caused me to have to move, and made me guarded and distrustful of all men. I saw him this weekend and sparked this poem. So, this is for Jason. [151 words]
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
Haven't written in awhile, using this to express feelings and emotions on... hold. And for spur of the moments thoughts too. Note: Most of my writing is metaphorical! [November 2004]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (27) Anguish (Poetry) Found this poem recently. Wrote it in high school. My, was I a sad, sad girl. I remember those depressed days of blasting NIN while I contemplated death. Glad I'm over it. [93 words] Betrayed (Poetry) Friendship- some people don't know the meaning. Anyway- this one probably needs more work too, but ah well~ I'm mad and had to write it out... suggestions welcome. [101 words] Contemplating (Poetry) Wrote this after I wrote Illumination when the Damn Devil was still hunting me... not sure if it's done, but ah, well... [81 words] Craving (Poetry) I wrote this in about 5 minutes and it probably shows- but I was craving and had to write it out of my system. [34 words] [Erotic] Detroit Begging (Poetry) Ok - I was pretty annoyed this morning that I was asked for some change by this panhandler who would not give up. When I said no, he asked me to check my coat, or maybe go back to my car to see if the... [269 words] Exhausted (Poetry) Rainy days... are sometimes downright depressing. Where is the sunshine?!?! This is what came out of one of those sucky days... I think it needs work, suggestions are welcomed. [45 words] Exorcism (Poetry) For The Devil- I'm going back into the Light. I cannot stay in the dark- eternal damnation is just not my thing. [98 words] For The Devil (Poetry) - [118 words] Hangover (Poetry) This is for Andrea... (And maybe Wade too, since he supplied most of our drinks!) For our night of craziness at 5th Avenue and Sevin involving kissing girls (not by me!), getting kicked off of the sta... [139 words] [Humor] Haunted (Poetry) And still he whispers... as I try to hang on. Temptation... can sometimes get the best of you... but I'm trying not to give in. [118 words] He Whispers (Poetry) I couldn't get this Devil (a poet, no less!) out of my thoughts any other way but to write him out... I'm wondering if the repetitive whispering works in this poem? Let me know. It sounds good without... [87 words] [Mind] His Shirt (Poetry) Funny how a piece of clothing can stir up moments in time... [102 words] Illumination (Poetry) Hmmm... Salvation was already taken... Ah, well... [119 words] Into The Darkness (Poetry) For The Devil. Thank you for corrupting my soul in the sweetest, slowest, and most gentle way possible. Damn you. =P [229 words] Jaded Eyes (Poetry) - [54 words] [Relationships] My Addiction (Poetry) I find myself addicted... [169 words] Prayer (Poetry) Trying to save myself... [195 words] Run Away (Poetry) I'm restless and have this insane need to get away from everyone and everything... maybe I just need a vacation? Anyway, I was just trying to write it out of my system. [87 words] Spoon (Poetry) This poem is for Jonathan- as requested (demanded?! J/K). My promise has been kept. This came out of a conversation on cuddling and how great cuddling is... and then I guess the Devil got in my head a... [45 words] [Erotic] Stolen Kiss (Poetry) Thinking about this and reliving a nice, stolen moment... [214 words] Submerge (Poetry) Started in October 2003 and decided to work on it again. Not much of a free verser... Changed the name from Drawn to Drown (not available, so changed to Submerge), makes more sense with the new lines.... [37 words] Suffocated (Poetry) Writing things out as usual... [72 words] [Relationships] Tease (Poetry) I was recently told that I'm a tease- I guess I kind of am because I've stayed single and abstinent for over a year now. But, isn't teasing the funnest part? ;) This was just something I had fun with.... [216 words] Unbound (Poetry) This is pretty short, but I don't know, it seems to say everything for me. This is for Jon. [16 words] Waste (Poetry) Saw a picture and got mad again. Hate having him in my thoughts, so, I tried to write him out. Shall I replace "goodness" with kindness, integrity or decency? Lemme' know, I'll change it according to ... [20 words] Welcome (Poetry) (Reposted) My muse endeavored to inspire... Jonathan, this is for you. Don't forget to leave your door unlocked. Welcome because you always say I am. Welcome because you won't accept my thanks. [98 words] [Erotic] Window (Poetry) Broken hearts... Seems to be what's most written about. Found this last night. Written 01/28/96 after a heartbreaking fight at 6am in the morning. I watched my first true love sit in his car and cry a... [140 words]
Furious Tessa
I am consumed with a burning hatred
And it won’t go away until you are dead
I want to rip at your flesh and tear you apart
Stab at your body and disassemble your heart
Cut you with razors and make you bleed
Gag and bound you and not let you breathe
I want to hack at you with the sharpest knife
I want to be the one to end your sorry life
I want to gouge out your loathsome eyes
Dismember your body and remove your insides
I want you to feel such blinding pain
To hurt so much that you go insane
I want to hear you beg and cry
To end your suffering and let you die
I want to hear you plead and moan
As I hammer and crush every single bone
I want to set you ablaze, on fire
To torture you more, fan the flames even higher
To burn you until you’re nothing but ash
A handful of dust to discard with the trash
READER'S REVIEWS (10) DISCLAIMER: STORYMANIA DOES NOT PROVIDE AND IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR REVIEWS. ALL REVIEWS ARE PROVIDED BY NON-ASSOCIATED VISITORS, REGARDLESS OF THE WAY THEY CALL THEMSELVES.
"Some might say that this is a bit scary...if this guy turns up dead, you're the main suspect!" -- R. Bennett Okerstrom.
"Even more reason to put your trust in me." -- The Devil.
"Whoa mama - guess he's not coming to sunday dinner huh? But look on the bright side - he gave you a great, graphic poem. Nice going." -- Just A Guy.
"You really need to find a way to express yourself. No really. Really. Ok, so you don't like him much, but how do you feel? (Sarcasm done now) Only one thing I would suggest: This guy should move to Neptune! Good work." -- Sylvia.
"i hope u're just joking and having a nice time writing a nice poem" -- tolu ogunlesi, nigeria.
"Put it to you this way- he broke my doors in half, busted my windows in, $2,000 worth of damage was done to my car & worst of all, he took away my carefree spirit... But, at least I'm venting with words, and not actions, huh? " -- Tessa.
"!@#* that #*@%ing guy! He @#!$ing SUCKS A$$. oh.... and NICE job on the poem- great release. " -- august.
"August- I wanted to drop the F-Bomb quite a few times in this poem! And yes, it felt oh-so-good to write it. I would send him a copy but I have a PPO on him and any contact from me would void it out, I think." -- Tessa.
"You wouldn't want to make contact with him with this piece or your Personal Protection Order would surely be voided." -- R. Bennett.
"R. Bennett- Thanks. I figured as much. That, and he would probably be granted a PPO against ME after reading this! ;O" -- Tessa.
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