ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
Haven't written in awhile, using this to express feelings and emotions on... hold. And for spur of the moments thoughts too. Note: Most of my writing is metaphorical! [November 2004]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (27) Anguish (Poetry) Found this poem recently. Wrote it in high school. My, was I a sad, sad girl. I remember those depressed days of blasting NIN while I contemplated death. Glad I'm over it. [93 words] Betrayed (Poetry) Friendship- some people don't know the meaning. Anyway- this one probably needs more work too, but ah well~ I'm mad and had to write it out... suggestions welcome. [101 words] Contemplating (Poetry) Wrote this after I wrote Illumination when the Damn Devil was still hunting me... not sure if it's done, but ah, well... [81 words] Craving (Poetry) I wrote this in about 5 minutes and it probably shows- but I was craving and had to write it out of my system. [34 words] [Erotic] Detroit Begging (Poetry) Ok - I was pretty annoyed this morning that I was asked for some change by this panhandler who would not give up. When I said no, he asked me to check my coat, or maybe go back to my car to see if the... [269 words] Exhausted (Poetry) Rainy days... are sometimes downright depressing. Where is the sunshine?!?! This is what came out of one of those sucky days... I think it needs work, suggestions are welcomed. [45 words] Exorcism (Poetry) For The Devil- I'm going back into the Light. I cannot stay in the dark- eternal damnation is just not my thing. [98 words] For The Devil (Poetry) - [118 words] Furious (Poetry) Still so angry at an ex-boyfriend that turned psycho stalker on me. He put me through hell, caused me to have to move, and made me guarded and distrustful of all men. I saw him this weekend and sparke... [151 words] Hangover (Poetry) This is for Andrea... (And maybe Wade too, since he supplied most of our drinks!) For our night of craziness at 5th Avenue and Sevin involving kissing girls (not by me!), getting kicked off of the sta... [139 words] [Humor] Haunted (Poetry) And still he whispers... as I try to hang on. Temptation... can sometimes get the best of you... but I'm trying not to give in. [118 words] He Whispers (Poetry) I couldn't get this Devil (a poet, no less!) out of my thoughts any other way but to write him out... I'm wondering if the repetitive whispering works in this poem? Let me know. It sounds good without... [87 words] [Mind] His Shirt (Poetry) Funny how a piece of clothing can stir up moments in time... [102 words] Into The Darkness (Poetry) For The Devil. Thank you for corrupting my soul in the sweetest, slowest, and most gentle way possible. Damn you. =P [229 words] Jaded Eyes (Poetry) - [54 words] [Relationships] My Addiction (Poetry) I find myself addicted... [169 words] Prayer (Poetry) Trying to save myself... [195 words] Run Away (Poetry) I'm restless and have this insane need to get away from everyone and everything... maybe I just need a vacation? Anyway, I was just trying to write it out of my system. [87 words] Spoon (Poetry) This poem is for Jonathan- as requested (demanded?! J/K). My promise has been kept. This came out of a conversation on cuddling and how great cuddling is... and then I guess the Devil got in my head a... [45 words] [Erotic] Stolen Kiss (Poetry) Thinking about this and reliving a nice, stolen moment... [214 words] Submerge (Poetry) Started in October 2003 and decided to work on it again. Not much of a free verser... Changed the name from Drawn to Drown (not available, so changed to Submerge), makes more sense with the new lines.... [37 words] Suffocated (Poetry) Writing things out as usual... [72 words] [Relationships] Tease (Poetry) I was recently told that I'm a tease- I guess I kind of am because I've stayed single and abstinent for over a year now. But, isn't teasing the funnest part? ;) This was just something I had fun with.... [216 words] Unbound (Poetry) This is pretty short, but I don't know, it seems to say everything for me. This is for Jon. [16 words] Waste (Poetry) Saw a picture and got mad again. Hate having him in my thoughts, so, I tried to write him out. Shall I replace "goodness" with kindness, integrity or decency? Lemme' know, I'll change it according to ... [20 words] Welcome (Poetry) (Reposted) My muse endeavored to inspire... Jonathan, this is for you. Don't forget to leave your door unlocked. Welcome because you always say I am. Welcome because you won't accept my thanks. [98 words] [Erotic] Window (Poetry) Broken hearts... Seems to be what's most written about. Found this last night. Written 01/28/96 after a heartbreaking fight at 6am in the morning. I watched my first true love sit in his car and cry a... [140 words]
Illumination Tessa
My guardian angel heard my anguished cries
To save me from the devil, deception, and lies
He found me when I had reached my end
My soul, I could no longer defend
He lifted the darkness and showed me the light
Opened my eyes and restored my sight
Looked deep within and showed me true love
Embodied within me rapture never dreamed of
His arms protectively holding me near
My angel soothed me, banished my fear
He healed the scars of my wounded heart
He touched my lips and compelled them to part
Tenderly he bestowed upon me the sweetest kiss
Flooding my being with serenity and happiness
Once again, I am filled with heavenly light
My spirit returned, saved from eternal night
For my angel quieted my soul’s unrest
From the devil, my heart repossessed
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"Love those guardian angels and happy endings. Nice to have the good guys win one. " -- Just A Guy.
"So you think. Just remember: He isn't as good as me. You'll see." -- The Devil.
"And still The Devil tempts..." -- Tessa.
"dear devil, LA-HOO ZA-HER. please try again later- your chances, however will only be less favorable than they are now. TESSA likes the light and grows stronger by the second. I hear she has a chamber she keeps for those lost souls who try to capture her golden heart. maybe you could apply for some space before the deadline is up. perhaps you could even be accepted -she has a weakness for talented writers you know. :)" -- August.
"My dear August. You have no idea how wrong you simply are. I am even closer than ever now. The light was only a mere temporary sanctuary. Tessa will be engulfed in the darkness that is The Devil very soon. Her lustful craving grows deeper as we speak. I will not be denied and she will finally be set free from her past." -- The Devil.
"Dear Mr. Devil, the light-when sought and found-is never temporary, on the contrary it is in fact -Eternal. Similar to your darkness, i assume. Darkness hides things...casts a shadow so you can not see clearly, where light will show you without prejudice what stands before you. The beauty in having light Mr. D is that you can still walk within the shadows.....Fearless. something I think our friend Tessa has come to understand. I question now what could the devil be hiding from and perhaps Tessa has gathered enough light to share some with you." -- August-the unholy roller.
"Touche! Yet I am still unaffected by your rhetoric. Tessa knows everything there is to know about me. The good, the bad, the indifferent. I do not have to hide. I am completely revealed and yet I remain just as powerful as before. Perhaps you also need to pay a visit to the darkness August. I think it would do you some good." -- The Devil.
"The Devil- I see you're trying to lure August into your darkness now... August- The Devil is right. I know all there is about him. He is mighty powerful and still haunts and controls my dreams. Note that I said my *dreams* Mr. D, for that is where you continue to reside. ;p" -- Tessa.
"I was born on the darker end of the wild side....so i visit quite frequently....though it has been awhile...you two have been an inspiration of sorts....I want my own red hot devil now, complete with bloody fangs, spike horns and melting words of sinful temptation, can you get them on the home shopping network yet or do i still need to go snatch one up at City Club? (hehehehe)...well, anyway Tessa watch out - a devil is as a devil does." -- August.
"August- Drawn back into the darkness, are you? Careful what you wish for- a devil may not give you the Delicate Pureness you're looking for In The Morning! Primal Passions, maybe! And- City Club, huh? Been going there since I was 15! Though I grew out of the goth devils years ago!" -- Tessa.
"I can not help the fact that I am a Diabolical Angel ;) city club is a joke..." -- August.
"So- are you the angel Acheliah that posted under Haunted?!?!" -- Tessa.
"No Darlin you have someone else looking in on you.Hmmmm...another admirer perhaps...." -- August.
"Ha ha! City Club! Is it even still there? I think the last time I was there was in around 1993 or 94. Scary." -- R. Bennett Okerstrom.
"I wonder if I ever ran into you! I was there mostly in '90-'92 though and didn't go again until '01-present. Once in awhile I go to see Ritchie Hawtin spin. Strange that it's not all goth anymore but full of ravers! The decor remains the same though- every inch black! And it's still open til 4am!" -- tessa.
"I went there a lot from like 88-93 or 94. We never stayed long. We couldn't. A fight always seemed to find us somehow." -- R. Bennett.
"I have been there 3-4 times in my life. I like the 4am hour...2am is never quitting time, afterward you can have breakfast downstairs. " -- August.
"Hmmmmm... The 3 of us- all City Clubbers, all poets, all from Detroit?!?! We most definitely need to chill together. Maybe pay a visit to City Club and write some vampyre poems- the perfect ambiance for it, don't you think? August, I'm going to see if you've got an e-mail address posted- we should definitely talk!" -- Tessa.
"i look forward to hearing from you. and i would love an opportunity to hang out." -- August.
"Sorry Tessa, but I can't accept that offer because A) I have a girlfriend and B) I dont hang out in places like City Club anymore. Thanks anyway!!" -- R. Bennett.
"R. Bennett- Awwww, aren't you the ever faithful boyfriend! Lucky girl to have someone so loyal! It's all good- I think I like the idea of not meeting any of the writers on this site, keeps a mystery to the authors behind such personal works. " -- Tessa.
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