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Saw a picture and got mad again. Hate having him in my thoughts, so, I tried to write him out. Shall I replace "goodness" with kindness, integrity or decency? Lemme' know, I'll change it according to review. Thanks! [20 words]
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
Haven't written in awhile, using this to express feelings and emotions on... hold. And for spur of the moments thoughts too. Note: Most of my writing is metaphorical! [November 2004]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (27) Anguish (Poetry) Found this poem recently. Wrote it in high school. My, was I a sad, sad girl. I remember those depressed days of blasting NIN while I contemplated death. Glad I'm over it. [93 words] Betrayed (Poetry) Friendship- some people don't know the meaning. Anyway- this one probably needs more work too, but ah well~ I'm mad and had to write it out... suggestions welcome. [101 words] Contemplating (Poetry) Wrote this after I wrote Illumination when the Damn Devil was still hunting me... not sure if it's done, but ah, well... [81 words] Craving (Poetry) I wrote this in about 5 minutes and it probably shows- but I was craving and had to write it out of my system. [34 words] [Erotic] Detroit Begging (Poetry) Ok - I was pretty annoyed this morning that I was asked for some change by this panhandler who would not give up. When I said no, he asked me to check my coat, or maybe go back to my car to see if the... [269 words] Exhausted (Poetry) Rainy days... are sometimes downright depressing. Where is the sunshine?!?! This is what came out of one of those sucky days... I think it needs work, suggestions are welcomed. [45 words] Exorcism (Poetry) For The Devil- I'm going back into the Light. I cannot stay in the dark- eternal damnation is just not my thing. [98 words] For The Devil (Poetry) - [118 words] Furious (Poetry) Still so angry at an ex-boyfriend that turned psycho stalker on me. He put me through hell, caused me to have to move, and made me guarded and distrustful of all men. I saw him this weekend and sparke... [151 words] Hangover (Poetry) This is for Andrea... (And maybe Wade too, since he supplied most of our drinks!) For our night of craziness at 5th Avenue and Sevin involving kissing girls (not by me!), getting kicked off of the sta... [139 words] [Humor] Haunted (Poetry) And still he whispers... as I try to hang on. Temptation... can sometimes get the best of you... but I'm trying not to give in. [118 words] He Whispers (Poetry) I couldn't get this Devil (a poet, no less!) out of my thoughts any other way but to write him out... I'm wondering if the repetitive whispering works in this poem? Let me know. It sounds good without... [87 words] [Mind] His Shirt (Poetry) Funny how a piece of clothing can stir up moments in time... [102 words] Illumination (Poetry) Hmmm... Salvation was already taken... Ah, well... [119 words] Into The Darkness (Poetry) For The Devil. Thank you for corrupting my soul in the sweetest, slowest, and most gentle way possible. Damn you. =P [229 words] Jaded Eyes (Poetry) - [54 words] [Relationships] My Addiction (Poetry) I find myself addicted... [169 words] Prayer (Poetry) Trying to save myself... [195 words] Run Away (Poetry) I'm restless and have this insane need to get away from everyone and everything... maybe I just need a vacation? Anyway, I was just trying to write it out of my system. [87 words] Spoon (Poetry) This poem is for Jonathan- as requested (demanded?! J/K). My promise has been kept. This came out of a conversation on cuddling and how great cuddling is... and then I guess the Devil got in my head a... [45 words] [Erotic] Stolen Kiss (Poetry) Thinking about this and reliving a nice, stolen moment... [214 words] Submerge (Poetry) Started in October 2003 and decided to work on it again. Not much of a free verser... Changed the name from Drawn to Drown (not available, so changed to Submerge), makes more sense with the new lines.... [37 words] Suffocated (Poetry) Writing things out as usual... [72 words] [Relationships] Tease (Poetry) I was recently told that I'm a tease- I guess I kind of am because I've stayed single and abstinent for over a year now. But, isn't teasing the funnest part? ;) This was just something I had fun with.... [216 words] Unbound (Poetry) This is pretty short, but I don't know, it seems to say everything for me. This is for Jon. [16 words] Welcome (Poetry) (Reposted) My muse endeavored to inspire... Jonathan, this is for you. Don't forget to leave your door unlocked. Welcome because you always say I am. Welcome because you won't accept my thanks. [98 words] [Erotic] Window (Poetry) Broken hearts... Seems to be what's most written about. Found this last night. Written 01/28/96 after a heartbreaking fight at 6am in the morning. I watched my first true love sit in his car and cry a... [140 words]
Waste Tessa
A Beautiful Face
A Perfect Body
Wasted on You
No Soul, No Heart
No Goodness, No Conscience
Outside Beauty
Nothing Within
No Faith, No Thoughts
No Love
READER'S REVIEWS (20) DISCLAIMER: STORYMANIA DOES NOT PROVIDE AND IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR REVIEWS. ALL REVIEWS ARE PROVIDED BY NON-ASSOCIATED VISITORS, REGARDLESS OF THE WAY THEY CALL THEMSELVES.
"Tessa, thought this was good and would leave it alone except perhaps you could add some of your own special qualities besides looks to show a contrast between the two of you ..." -- Judith.
"I wouldn't add anything about you, I'd say more about him. Expand on what you have already started..." -- R. Bennett Okerstrom.
"Judith, this poem was all about him, his outside beauty wasted on the emptiness within. Not about me. R. Bennett Okerstrom- I think I may just leave it as it is, but I'm not sure yet." -- Tessa.
"there are so many of them walking among us...congratulations on having radar equipment that works." -- August.
"...and for a profound ability to capture it with words :)" -- August.
"August- Thanks for the compliment! Alas, sometimes my radar works kind of slow! And you know, stealth bombs sometimes get through... " -- Tessa.
"I know all too well about the stealth bombers....may they stay away from friendly air space for awhile." -- August.
"Oops ... thought you were referring to yourself in the first two lines, if not, then don't fix it, it ain't broken!" -- Judith.
"I *wish* I could refer to myself that way!" -- tessa.
"It's a good thing that I'm the whole package! Not a thing here to waste." -- The Devil.
"And how does The Devil have a heart, a soul, a conscience and, most of all- any goodness?!?! An impossibility! Especially when your entire goal right now is to corrupt my soul and lure me into your darkness!" -- Tessa.
"I am the total package. Dark or not. You'll see." -- The Devil.
"the story thickens....the devil is insistent....the maiden uncharitable to the devils cause....he follows her...she stands firm in the light...he calls to her....she knows it is not right....will she grow weak from the constant temptaion from the devil and cross over into darkness...or will she call upon Shekin the only angel in heaven that can turn her prince of darkness into one of light?....." -- August.
"temptaion = temptation " -- August.
"August- You are hilarious! I looked up Shekin... Pretty cool powers! Are the Devil and I entertaining you? I see you're following our story! Ah, Shekin- I pray to you to make the Devil see the light- make him good, take away his darkness so that I can give him my heart and not corrupt my soul in the process. Devil- Hmmmm... Thanks for sticking up to me under the Advisor and the not-so-nice review I got for Tease. You may have a heart after all... Keep an eye out for an angel named Shekin. ;)" -- Tessa.
"Tessa- Haven't checked in on you in awhile. Had to get behind you on the crap with Innagroove. Other than that, your new stuff is really good. " -- Flipanmc.
"Shekin, Schmekin. There isn't enough light in the world to turn me. You're mine now. Admit it." -- The Devil.
"Flipanmc- Long time, no poem! Where are you? I like you're light-hearted funny junior high writing style! Brings me back to the good old daze ;) Didn't get to see if you posted on that crap, the posts were deleted, but if you did- thanks! The Devil- Yours,I am not and I will never be. The Light continues to protect me. To be yours means eternal damnation and again I reject your dark invitation. Until you turn from darkness to light, our explosive passions will never ignite. You may have to concede and find another prey, because with me you may never have your way. ;p" -- Tessa.
"Appears that you needed to alleviate some quick pain or let out a sudden scream in this poem, it did the job... I thought it to be as impactive as possible in 20 words and straight-forward!!! One final note, I'm working on "Dark Days" (part 2) and the reason the character development isn't all that in "Veiled Enigmas" is because I had written it for a magazine and had to keep the scenes a certain length... it did take away the imagery and development. " -- Reagan Rothe, H-Town.
"Thanks Reagan... a sudden scream, indeed! Looking forward to another magic carpet ride in Dark Days 2!" -- Tessa.
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