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Haven't written in awhile, using this to express feelings and emotions on... hold. And for spur of the moments thoughts too. Note: Most of my writing is metaphorical! [November 2004]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (27) Anguish (Poetry) Found this poem recently. Wrote it in high school. My, was I a sad, sad girl. I remember those depressed days of blasting NIN while I contemplated death. Glad I'm over it. [93 words] Betrayed (Poetry) Friendship- some people don't know the meaning. Anyway- this one probably needs more work too, but ah well~ I'm mad and had to write it out... suggestions welcome. [101 words] Contemplating (Poetry) Wrote this after I wrote Illumination when the Damn Devil was still hunting me... not sure if it's done, but ah, well... [81 words] Craving (Poetry) I wrote this in about 5 minutes and it probably shows- but I was craving and had to write it out of my system. [34 words] [Erotic] Detroit Begging (Poetry) Ok - I was pretty annoyed this morning that I was asked for some change by this panhandler who would not give up. When I said no, he asked me to check my coat, or maybe go back to my car to see if the... [269 words] Exhausted (Poetry) Rainy days... are sometimes downright depressing. Where is the sunshine?!?! This is what came out of one of those sucky days... I think it needs work, suggestions are welcomed. [45 words] Exorcism (Poetry) For The Devil- I'm going back into the Light. I cannot stay in the dark- eternal damnation is just not my thing. [98 words] Furious (Poetry) Still so angry at an ex-boyfriend that turned psycho stalker on me. He put me through hell, caused me to have to move, and made me guarded and distrustful of all men. I saw him this weekend and sparke... [151 words] Hangover (Poetry) This is for Andrea... (And maybe Wade too, since he supplied most of our drinks!) For our night of craziness at 5th Avenue and Sevin involving kissing girls (not by me!), getting kicked off of the sta... [139 words] [Humor] Haunted (Poetry) And still he whispers... as I try to hang on. Temptation... can sometimes get the best of you... but I'm trying not to give in. [118 words] He Whispers (Poetry) I couldn't get this Devil (a poet, no less!) out of my thoughts any other way but to write him out... I'm wondering if the repetitive whispering works in this poem? Let me know. It sounds good without... [87 words] [Mind] His Shirt (Poetry) Funny how a piece of clothing can stir up moments in time... [102 words] Illumination (Poetry) Hmmm... Salvation was already taken... Ah, well... [119 words] Into The Darkness (Poetry) For The Devil. Thank you for corrupting my soul in the sweetest, slowest, and most gentle way possible. Damn you. =P [229 words] Jaded Eyes (Poetry) - [54 words] [Relationships] My Addiction (Poetry) I find myself addicted... [169 words] Prayer (Poetry) Trying to save myself... [195 words] Run Away (Poetry) I'm restless and have this insane need to get away from everyone and everything... maybe I just need a vacation? Anyway, I was just trying to write it out of my system. [87 words] Spoon (Poetry) This poem is for Jonathan- as requested (demanded?! J/K). My promise has been kept. This came out of a conversation on cuddling and how great cuddling is... and then I guess the Devil got in my head a... [45 words] [Erotic] Stolen Kiss (Poetry) Thinking about this and reliving a nice, stolen moment... [214 words] Submerge (Poetry) Started in October 2003 and decided to work on it again. Not much of a free verser... Changed the name from Drawn to Drown (not available, so changed to Submerge), makes more sense with the new lines.... [37 words] Suffocated (Poetry) Writing things out as usual... [72 words] [Relationships] Tease (Poetry) I was recently told that I'm a tease- I guess I kind of am because I've stayed single and abstinent for over a year now. But, isn't teasing the funnest part? ;) This was just something I had fun with.... [216 words] Unbound (Poetry) This is pretty short, but I don't know, it seems to say everything for me. This is for Jon. [16 words] Waste (Poetry) Saw a picture and got mad again. Hate having him in my thoughts, so, I tried to write him out. Shall I replace "goodness" with kindness, integrity or decency? Lemme' know, I'll change it according to ... [20 words] Welcome (Poetry) (Reposted) My muse endeavored to inspire... Jonathan, this is for you. Don't forget to leave your door unlocked. Welcome because you always say I am. Welcome because you won't accept my thanks. [98 words] [Erotic] Window (Poetry) Broken hearts... Seems to be what's most written about. Found this last night. Written 01/28/96 after a heartbreaking fight at 6am in the morning. I watched my first true love sit in his car and cry a... [140 words]
For The Devil Tessa
i can't shake this feeling from my head
there's a devil sleeping in my bed
he's watching me from across the way
i cannot make this feeling go away
i know it's not the right thing
and I know it's not the good thing
but kinda i want to
kinda i want to
i'm not sure of what i should do
when everything i'm thinking of is you
all of my excuses turn to lies
or maybe God will cover up his eyes
i know it's not the right thing
and I know it's not the good thing
but kinda i want to
kinda i want to
maybe just for tonight
we can pretend it's alright
what's the price i pay
i don't care what they say
i want to
i want to
(i'll take my chance tonight)
~*Trent Reznor*~
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"Damn Devil wore you down huh. Well some days are harder than others and after all, it's just this one time:)" -- Just A Guy.
""kinda i want to" - excellent song." -- rae.
"JAG- "DAMN Devil" is right. Though it did take him a few weeks of Whispering and Haunting me. Guess my Prayer didn't work too well, and he proved to be formidable against my Angel... (LOL!) One time? That's what it's looking like, huh Devil? Rae- I know!! I had to reply to The Devil's post, you know like, fight fire with fire, or rather NIN lyrics with NIN lyrics! =P " -- Tessa.
"Look at it this way Tessa, maybe there's something to that phrase "only the good die young" after all :-). I like how you fight fire with fire. Very clever! Maybe he has finally met his match!" -- JM.
"One time only? I think not." -- The Devil.
"JM- I guess I get to live a little longer then... Devil- Oh, really?!?!" -- Tessa.
"Just please be very careful with this Devil Tessa! " -- JM.
"JM- I will be! He's a crafty one, isn't he? I'm well aware of his evil ways." -- Tessa.
"Yes, very crafty Tessa, but I get the feeling you can handle him. " -- JM.
"Yeah- I got the... Entertainment I needed out of him. ;)" -- Tessa.
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