ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
Haven't written in awhile, using this to express feelings and emotions on... hold. And for spur of the moments thoughts too. Note: Most of my writing is metaphorical! [November 2004]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (27) Anguish (Poetry) Found this poem recently. Wrote it in high school. My, was I a sad, sad girl. I remember those depressed days of blasting NIN while I contemplated death. Glad I'm over it. [93 words] Betrayed (Poetry) Friendship- some people don't know the meaning. Anyway- this one probably needs more work too, but ah well~ I'm mad and had to write it out... suggestions welcome. [101 words] Contemplating (Poetry) Wrote this after I wrote Illumination when the Damn Devil was still hunting me... not sure if it's done, but ah, well... [81 words] Craving (Poetry) I wrote this in about 5 minutes and it probably shows- but I was craving and had to write it out of my system. [34 words] [Erotic] Detroit Begging (Poetry) Ok - I was pretty annoyed this morning that I was asked for some change by this panhandler who would not give up. When I said no, he asked me to check my coat, or maybe go back to my car to see if the... [269 words] Exhausted (Poetry) Rainy days... are sometimes downright depressing. Where is the sunshine?!?! This is what came out of one of those sucky days... I think it needs work, suggestions are welcomed. [45 words] Exorcism (Poetry) For The Devil- I'm going back into the Light. I cannot stay in the dark- eternal damnation is just not my thing. [98 words] For The Devil (Poetry) - [118 words] Furious (Poetry) Still so angry at an ex-boyfriend that turned psycho stalker on me. He put me through hell, caused me to have to move, and made me guarded and distrustful of all men. I saw him this weekend and sparke... [151 words] Hangover (Poetry) This is for Andrea... (And maybe Wade too, since he supplied most of our drinks!) For our night of craziness at 5th Avenue and Sevin involving kissing girls (not by me!), getting kicked off of the sta... [139 words] [Humor] Haunted (Poetry) And still he whispers... as I try to hang on. Temptation... can sometimes get the best of you... but I'm trying not to give in. [118 words] He Whispers (Poetry) I couldn't get this Devil (a poet, no less!) out of my thoughts any other way but to write him out... I'm wondering if the repetitive whispering works in this poem? Let me know. It sounds good without... [87 words] [Mind] His Shirt (Poetry) Funny how a piece of clothing can stir up moments in time... [102 words] Illumination (Poetry) Hmmm... Salvation was already taken... Ah, well... [119 words] Jaded Eyes (Poetry) - [54 words] [Relationships] My Addiction (Poetry) I find myself addicted... [169 words] Prayer (Poetry) Trying to save myself... [195 words] Run Away (Poetry) I'm restless and have this insane need to get away from everyone and everything... maybe I just need a vacation? Anyway, I was just trying to write it out of my system. [87 words] Spoon (Poetry) This poem is for Jonathan- as requested (demanded?! J/K). My promise has been kept. This came out of a conversation on cuddling and how great cuddling is... and then I guess the Devil got in my head a... [45 words] [Erotic] Stolen Kiss (Poetry) Thinking about this and reliving a nice, stolen moment... [214 words] Submerge (Poetry) Started in October 2003 and decided to work on it again. Not much of a free verser... Changed the name from Drawn to Drown (not available, so changed to Submerge), makes more sense with the new lines.... [37 words] Suffocated (Poetry) Writing things out as usual... [72 words] [Relationships] Tease (Poetry) I was recently told that I'm a tease- I guess I kind of am because I've stayed single and abstinent for over a year now. But, isn't teasing the funnest part? ;) This was just something I had fun with.... [216 words] Unbound (Poetry) This is pretty short, but I don't know, it seems to say everything for me. This is for Jon. [16 words] Waste (Poetry) Saw a picture and got mad again. Hate having him in my thoughts, so, I tried to write him out. Shall I replace "goodness" with kindness, integrity or decency? Lemme' know, I'll change it according to ... [20 words] Welcome (Poetry) (Reposted) My muse endeavored to inspire... Jonathan, this is for you. Don't forget to leave your door unlocked. Welcome because you always say I am. Welcome because you won't accept my thanks. [98 words] [Erotic] Window (Poetry) Broken hearts... Seems to be what's most written about. Found this last night. Written 01/28/96 after a heartbreaking fight at 6am in the morning. I watched my first true love sit in his car and cry a... [140 words]
Into The Darkness Tessa
The Devil had receded and remained only in my dreams
Sheltered within the Light, I was safe, so it seemed
But in my dreams the Devil continued to call to me
Determinedly conjuring potent spellbinding poetry
In my dreams, he enticed me out of the Light
Beckoning me to his lair in the darkness of night
With more trickery, the Devil wore a disguise
My beautiful Angel was who stood before my eyes
In white robes with golden hair and eyes so blue
Unknowingly, it was the Devil’s arms that I fell into
With soft gentle kisses he ignited a lustful craving
An explosion of passion, for true love I’d been saving
Kisses so sweet were bestowed upon every part of me
Caresses and whispers sparked aches of desire masterfully
Yearning burning, release urging I lost all of control
And I made the decision to surrender my body and soul
Uncontrollably arching, I gave in, pulled him closer to consummate
As He entered, I awoke and saw I was in the Devil’s arms, too late
My body betrayed me as urges beckoned to come undone
The Devil’s possession of my body and soul had already begun
And yet, The Devil sensed my fear and apprehension
Whispered soothing words then brought me to another dimension
Rapture and ecstasy I found in the Devil’s world
Sinful pleasures, and as promised, my love unfurled
Out of the light and into the darkness I have finally succumbed
From haunting my dreams to reality, The Devil’s- I have become
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"You're welcome. I told you fighting it would be futile. I'm glad you finally came to your senses. See how much you were missing? " -- The Devil.
"guess i give up telling you to resist - think i just become a voyeur and enjoy the show. have fun kiddies." -- JAG.
"Devil- Resisting you was the most fun and quite entertaining!!! The end result was most definitely worth the wait! How I craved... and crave even more now... JAG- Thanks for trying to save me... LOL! Enjoy the show! =P " -- Tessa.
"I am outta popcorn.....this was the end of part one or beginning of part two?...either way you are now eternally damned Tessa...(kidding)...just dont go falling in love with this guy... wonderful piece of work." -- August.
"August- Thanks for the review and well, it sounds like there may be a Part 2 according to the Devil's post under "For The Devil"... We'll have to see. Yeah, I think I'm eternally damned now and I'm worried about my karma- it's always been really good, and now... Ughs. Fall in love with The Devil? Hell no, I'm not THAT corrupted. =P" -- Tessa.
"I wont allow her to fall in love with me anyway." -- The Devil.
"The Devil- Thanks for being so damn helpful! It would be oh-SO-hard not to fall in love with someone so... honorable and that's loved, admired and well thought of by the world around. (Can you hear the sarcasm?) BTW- Damn you! =P" -- Tessa.
"The Devil is already damned (;o) ... This is a vivid representation of a fall from grace, Tessa. It so difficult to resist such powerful temptation from the master of deceit; you aren't alone ..." -- Judith.
"you sure aren't alone Tessa!" -- JM.
"I know I'm not alone. The Devil's charm is irresistable to many. ;) " -- Tessa.
"if you believe in all this then your religous, please don't give up, the devil is irresistable to many like you said but not to God, trust in God and you can do it, i wish you luck" -- adam.
"Adam, thanks for the concern and all, but my stuff's all metaphorical. This Devil that I write about is bad, but he's not the original Prince of Darkness- just an ordinary mortal man with bad tendencies. Anyway, I'm out of the darkness and back in the light... See "Exorcism" :D" -- Tessa.
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