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The Dollhouse
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TITLE (EDIT)
The Dollhouse |
DESCRIPTION
We are all just broken dolls...
[179 words] |
AUTHOR
Elboc Noj |
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
I'm 17, male, and a bad writer with a pessemistic view on life... either that or I'm insane...
[May 2003] |
AUTHOR'S E-MAIL ADDRESS
anti_social_sugar_beet@hotmail.com |
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (21)
A Bridge Too Short (Poetry) Based on repeatitive dream I've had... [68 words]
Change (Poetry) Everything changes over time, some changes are good and some are bad... I don't know which mine was... [63 words]
Confession 1.0 (Poetry) This is just a confession of nothing... don't bother reading it... [279 words]
Daedsitra (Poetry) As I look to at the world I see it decaying more and more everyday... it's my life source and I'm dying with it. [43 words]
Defcon 6.58 (Poetry) A simple poem about hate and the urge to just destroy someone... [77 words]
Deliriant (Poetry) Molestation... [95 words]
Destructeye (Poetry) The world in abstract... use your imagination... [62 words]
Fear Silo (Poetry) I know I'm not the only one filled with fear... [93 words]
Happiness (Poetry) Happiness can be found between the words... [65 words]
I'm Insane (Poetry) Ever have that feeling? The one where you feel no one could understand the way you think and it's as if you've finally gone insane? I have... [95 words]
My Nursery (Poetry) Children are born here everyday... born as stillborns because they are already dead the second they enter the world... mouths stitched because they can't speak for themselves... [66 words]
Myself (Poetry) The feeling where you think you've become someone else and left all your cares behind... [102 words]
No Memory (Poetry) Who was it?... [65 words]
Slate (Poetry) "FORGET" [22 words]
Stitch Stitch (Poetry) Self Mutilation... [53 words]
Tak The Cat (Children) A little rhyme I wrote that had pictures to accompany it... in the end Peggy Pigtails had a huge scratch across her face and she was DEAD... haha I thought it was funny... [47 words] [Humor]
Talon Skies (Poetry) A prophecy... [37 words]
The Feast Of The U (Poetry) I am becoming the masses... [38 words]
This Time (Poetry) Maybe things will be better this time... [136 words]
Tree Of Blood (Poetry) My Sacred Place. [92 words]
Vocal Gate (Poetry) A dream I had... [36 words]
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The Dollhouse
Elboc Noj
As I lie on the tile
With omnimous, blank stare
Ignorantly lost in a gaze of the wall
Paper upon wood
Dotted like tiny insects
In the bowwels of my mind
I cannot move
I feel comfortably numb
Hands as useless as hope
Feet as dead as the world
Aim your crosshairs at my head
Attack me!
Take everything out on me
Because I cannot feel
Flesh spiders crawl
Around the windows
Into the kitchen
Lifting me up
And a knife is grasped
I wish to stab myself
I thirst for blood
And suddenly I am lifted
Up into the sky I go
I feel so alive
And yet I'm still broken
I'm flying, soaring, free
But this ecstacy is cut short
My hope is wrapped in foil
And the shine hurts my eyes
It's dark now
Father? Are you there?
I have a confession
I killed my best friend
I ate her soul
Am I forgiven?
NO! NEVER!
I can never be forgiven!
Aim your crosshair at my FUCKING neck!
Just blow it off!
BLAST ME!
I can't move
I feel comfortably numb
If I were made of flesh
I could feel everything I cause
But I'm made of plastic
The darkness goes away
And I'm under foil for days
Aim your crosshairs at my neck
And just fucking kill me!
I hate myself...
I'm sick...
Sick of myself...
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COPYRIGHT NOTICE
© 2003 Elboc Noj |
STORYMANIA PUBLICATION DATE
May 2003 |
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