Swallowing pills and drinking to forget the past
A million things go wrong and the good times go so fast
It’s insane to wait so long for a miracle to pass by

I’m going to die on my knees 
Praying to God to forgive me
I’m going to let go of everything 
And die holding nothing

Pulling back on my life and feeling as though it’s all slipping away
Trying to let go of everything, but it’s life that has me trapped in
I feel as though the television shows are the only good live I get to see
People say there’s something wrong with me

I’m going to die on my knees 
Praying to God to forgive me 
I’m going to let go of everything 
And die holding nothing

Feeling pressured in everyway like there’s nothing to go back to
Haunting nightmares keeping me awake and driving me insane
What is my future, what do I have to hold onto?
What can I do?

I’m going to die on my knees
Praying to God to forgive me
I’m going to let go of everything 
And die holding nothing

I look at this little girl and all she has to see
Always drunk and having nobodies in my house
How will she grow up as she’s watching me?

I need to die on my knees 
Praying to God for forgiveness
I have to let go of everything
And die holding nothing

I say my last goodbye to all I love
As I lay down my troubles
Let me go, don’ cry over me 
Because there was no reason for me to be missed
I’m going to die on my knees
Praying to God to forgive me
Im going to let go of everything 
And die holding nothing