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TITLE (EDIT)
Scarred To The Core |
DESCRIPTION
Written for my dad who divorced my mom. It was very bitter - it still is - and his absent way of being a "father" has "scarred me to the core".
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TITLE KEYWORD
Relationships |
AUTHOR
Connie Kay Hallstrand |
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
I use my words to bring comfort not only to myself but hopefully others around me who have felt the pain of loss in life.
[February 2006] |
AUTHOR'S E-MAIL ADDRESS
jhallstrand@verizon.net |
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (4)
Can't You See What You're Doing To Me? (Poetry) My parents divorce was very bitter. It seemed like my father just disappeared out of my life. Through the past 24 years I've tried endlessly to develope a relationship with him to no avail. It's like ... [270 words] [Relationships]
Everything You Do (Poetry) This poem was written for my aunt who had to watch cancer slowly eat away at her husband and has tried to cope with his loss as best as she can since he passed away in 2004. [190 words]
Happy Birthday To You In Heaven Above (Poetry) Written for my grandma's 90th birthday - also the day she passed away 4 years ago. [146 words]
Once Again This Year (Poetry) Written for my grandma who passed away in 2002 and my uncle who passed away in 2004, whose loss of life has made the holidays more empty than full. [112 words]
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Scarred To The Core
Connie Kay Hallstrand
I was young, and all I knew
Was what I was told,
You were gone
To start a family
With someone new.
Not only a new wife
Did you take,
But a new family
Did you two make.
Growing up feeling alone,
Unappreciated, and unloved
By the man who wasn’t there
To see me grow.
No real communication
Did we have,
Regardless of the reasons why,
Thoughts of you made me cry.
I know what I saw and felt…
Alone, unappreciated, and unloved.
Many years have come and gone,
But one dream remained…
The dream my father would want me
And give me the love for which I long.
To my surprise the day had come
One mid summer eve.
He wanted to get together
And our hurt and past he wanted us to leave.
The day came and went
And questions were asked and answers were sent
But something still isn’t right.
Why do I still feel incomplete?
Does he see it? Does he care?
How much of my heart away did tear,
Through years of rejection and unanswered questions.
My heart is most precious,
What I’ve thought to be the best about me.
I can’t let you in
For fear of hurting me again.
So we can be friends
And maybe someday more.
The pain that happened the day you left
Has scarred me to the core.
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COPYRIGHT NOTICE
© 2003 Connie Kay Hallstrand |
STORYMANIA PUBLICATION DATE
November 2005 |
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