ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
Im Nancy Carlson I live in south Saint Paul with my parents and am going to the local high school. I have a loving boyfriend who lives up north in Alexandria and I hope some day to be Mrs.Callahan. [October 2000]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (1) The Monster Of Vangor (Short Stories) Please tell me if this is any god dog good? [1,535 words] [Horror]
To All The Lonely Nancy F. Carlson
1.Did you miss me
Do you miss me.
Even a little.
Do you love me ever alot.
Do you think thatyou like me
Are you with me.
Well are you
Am i alone here
or are you with.
do you love me
or is this bliss
do you want me
or is it my mind
can you love me
or is it a helpless cry.
Well sometimes i think i just wanan die.
Im giveing out just a little cry.
And if i die.
IF youd mind.
I think id at least be free from all your lies.
And if you die.
if i lie.
well its only my soul thatll cry.
but sometimes that is just that.
and you just aint right where its at.
2.in love with joshua
Shes a trader shes a thief
shes an asshole shes a beep.
im just a loner im not a thief.
im not a trader not a beepp
cant you love me just a lil.
all this pain
makes me want to kill you
if your so good.
and your so grand.
why the hell do you make me so sad?
3.Stupid Guy
sometimes i do.
really miss you
But with you
i only get used.
and for you
what did i lose.
all my pride.
to some stupid guy.
you make me cry
you make me whine.
and most of all youll make me die
4.Friends
Gee your a friend.
Trying to get me in bed.
Thanks for the ride.
Welcome inside.
What a guy.
With alot of lies.
You make me cry.
i always cry.
and for you mostly i always cry.
5.Zacky
Thank dear god.
i got a good guy
friendly and playfully
and honest and dry.
thank god honey that i know you
thank god to your mother im glad she made you.
and for the rest of my life no matter the price.
im your woman and thats for the rest of our lives.
6.The asshole
Do i hurt your heart.
Do i beat you down.
Do i punch your face.
Do i kick you around.
These dear are signs your not my type.
So please dont take them as turn ons alright.
I want your ass flat on the ground.
Blood dripping from your nose sliding on your dark frown.
I want your hair to carry vomet of your least favorite food.
I want your murder but i dont wanna just kill you.
I want you to suffer i want it to hurt.
I want it to feel like the things in my heart.
Then itll be your turn to cry in the night
Then it is your turn to hurt the entire night.
No use for punishment.
Horror makes us strong.
But you dear mister i cant get along.
7.Lone Star
Please stop me lifes not what I want to be.
Please help me my heart is too unfree.
Why take me for granted.
My life ... I wish for you to be happy.
Please somebody care to stop me.
I need someone to understand me.
I love you so dear.
I hate unfilling miserie.
My life Ill make you happy.
Please god Im dieing.
Please ma try en help me.
Misirie is too ugly.
Hatred beyond such loveing.
Sorrow is for the pansy.
I hate you I am dieing.
Please soothe this suffering.
Im begging undergothe me.
Leave me please I am dieing.
Leave me in my misirie.
Trash me to coruption.
I bet you love me.
Why god does he want to do me.
Cant I receive you.
I need some heart to feed on.
I need my man to feed on.
Please lord some protection.
Id die for you.
My love please adore me.
Sometimes I fullseen inside my spirits dieing.
The ash of disagree.
Why lie to me you fucking drunk.
The more so is my pain that bandaids can not forcure.
Love is an evil feeling.
Love makes me fear.
My man will never love me.
Cause Im the lone star.
I am the lone star.
8.
Last on the list
nobody heard me nobody cares got you like gum stuck in my hair its awful to see you cry.
please god shes gonna die.
i seen them scares sliced through her skin.
nasty and green,
was the needle unclean?
messy ass scence i wish i could leave.
the spot that im in does not exactly please.
am i the only one who noticed she fucked up to her wrist?
am i the last on the list?
is there something we all missed?
when did i go wrong?
is my thought un enough?
I miss who you once were if you ever hear from her let her know she is missed.
my old friend was th ebest.
i miss her of she ever comes back let her know she has been missed.
its been so many months since she was here has she left for ever .
i dont know i only fear.
heaven knows she was the best now shes missing where do i look?
should i give up my search
was i the last on the list........
9. Thought
Sometimes i think what would i do.
if i were alone and didnt have you.
What would i do if i couldnt be with you.
Who could i love what could i do
I dont dare think of life without you.
God must love me cause i AM with you.
Jeremy
10. were you mine
were you ever
if i let you go would you come back.
i been waiting for him to come back
hes not going to is he man.
Jeremy where are you i need some love
Hey jeremy where are you i want some love.
If you come back then its all smack so come back.
but i know you wont coem back.
Free like the eagle mean as a dog.
It brought your heart down to the size of a frogs.
Now lil nancy has been done so much harm
lil nancy gone off a lil far. so now im stuck with calvin.
Now im stuck with him
Jeremy come back here dont leave me alone with him.
11.questions
What are you doing
What should i know
Dont interupt me
youll ruin the poem.
I dont really love you i just want to know
just a few things
I just need to know
what was the matter
what was it dear
was it my freckles
or was it my smile
did i go crazy
was are love just my denial
just explained what happened and dont ask me why
12 Amanda
.your ugly and zitty whorey and old.
smelly and horny and mean as a bull.
I dont like the girl with the blond curly hair.
And i dont care what she looks like in her under wear.
and i dont care what you do to your hair.
and i dont care how many laires of powder it takes to hide your actual face.
I think its shallow and i dont fucking care.
leave me alone dammit.
i need some things to think
and your plasticness aint one of them.
As for your hair ill burn it out by the roots.
just dont bug katoots?
To GOD
13. i love you jesus because what you done.
i have a place in heaven from what you have done.
how i deserve it and what it will be.
ill love you forever.
thanks for just letting me be
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