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TITLE (EDIT)
Philomena D. Gavod - Shattered |
DESCRIPTION
This was another poem i wrote a while back, but i found this one tucked, hidden in an old book of mine. I hardly remember writing it, but it was worth posting.
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TITLE KEYWORD
Drama |
AUTHOR
Philomena D Gavod |
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
I am a young, artistic girl from Canada. I write, but also sew, draw, paint, design and sing. You know those people that are crazy artistic and therefore cannot understand logical or mathematical things? That's me.
Please feel free to browse my work. Ask questions, critisize (contructively), and deliver some kind words. All will help my future writing endeavors...!
[January 2009] |
AUTHOR'S E-MAIL ADDRESS
philomena.gavod@yahoo.com |
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (27)
Philomena D. Gavod - A New Ideology (Poetry) This is written as a description of my beliefs. [91 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Black Ribbon (Poetry) I have this fetish with black ribbon around roses... brought about by a huge love for the Phantom of the Opera. I wrote this poem through the eyes of Christine... perhaps on a day of confusion. [64 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Cliques (Poetry) This poem was written in the library of a large school i attended for a while. I had always attended a small school (small meaning my graduating class was 12) and then all of a sudden, i was thrust in... [17 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Confused (Poetry) Another song converted to poem. [64 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Crumbled Idols (Poetry) I previously wrote that i best express emotion through writing. This poem describes my feelings after i received a terrible phone call... [80 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Darkness Falling (Poetry) Ever had a day where you're depressed and don't care? Self explanatory. [15 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Dying (Poetry) During a time that i was depressed. I wrote this in kind of a retaliation to the song "Flying" by Cait Agus Sean on her CD Celtic Heart. [71 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Fallen Angel (Poetry) I am a huge collector and fan of angels. But strangely enough, some of my favourite pieces of artwork are of angels in distress. I drew this really grotesque picture of an angel shot through with an a... [84 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - He's Gone (Poetry) When you go through something really hard, you tend to over-think the situation. I do it for most situations; one of my many flaws. In this poem, i was overthinking the last days i spent with a friend... [102 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Hesitate (Poetry) I wrote this recently while i was touring with a music group. Throughout the tour i was emotionally wrecked, and these next few poems are what resulted... "The Tour Poems" [84 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Hopeless (Poetry) Another depression stage. [36 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - I Am Dead (Poetry) Used to be a song, and i just never finished it. I used a piece of this in another poem i posted. [69 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - In The Mirror (Poetry) The next in "The Tour Poems" series. [55 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Is It Wrong? (Songs) This is a song that i started writing after i went through my first breakup. Hopefully this one comes out the way i have it in my head, as few of my songs do...! [152 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Labrinthine Mind (Poetry) One of my passions is criminal phychology. After reading a great book about a serial killer, i wrote this poem, describing how crazy their minds wind together... and how they can create such irrationa... [38 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Love (Poetry) I wrote this after i got really frustrated with a typical over-predictable chick-flick. I really hate that everyone gets the wrong idea that love is super easy and fantastic... all from a silly movie.... [25 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Madness (Short Stories) I have mentioned before that i am a huge Phantom of the Opera fan. This short story is written through the eyes of Christine during her time in the graveyard. She is talking to herself and her father,... [874 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Nightmares (Poetry) I just went through one of the hardest times of my life this last week (January 10th 2008). I find that when i go through hard times, the best way to get my emotions out is to write. Almost all of the... [103 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Old Adage (Poetry) Don't you hate when people tell you, "You know, when i was your age..."? Yeah, i do too. So this is my 'adage'. I stick to it, too. [15 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Only Words (Poetry) "Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me." A really cute and yet annoying rhyme of the playground. And totally, and in all other ways untrue. [30 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Please Help Me (Poetry) This is a song that i wrote a while back... then i decided i liked it better as a poem than a song. [63 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Queen Of The Night (Poetry) I recently sang the Queen of the Night Aria (Der Holle Rache) from Mozart's "The Magic Flute" at a competition. I have loved the song for a long time, and really love the intense character of the Quee... [76 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Rainbow (Poetry) This is one poem that isn't sad or depressing! [278 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Screaming (Poetry) Another Tour Poem, but the title escapes me. I think that maybe at the time i wrote it, i was feeling like the person in the poem was me... that i felt like screaming...? And yes, a few of the words a... [66 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Small (Poetry) Everyone has days when they feel small. This is what comes artistically from such a day. [86 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - Suicidal Outlook On Death (Poetry) This one was not written DURING a time of depression, but was written in a memory of such a time. [74 words] [Drama]
Philomena D. Gavod - The Girl In The Mirror (Poetry) Another Tour Poem. This is written like a girl is breaking free from someone that she doesn't like anymore... but i wrote it like she was looking at herself in the mirror. Phych! [41 words] [Drama]
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Philomena D. Gavod - Shattered
Philomena D Gavod
My past was supposed to change me
Why am i disappointed it did?
I let my walls down
And too late decided i wanted them back
The more i have, the less i am
The bigger i get, the smaller i feel
As my life fills up my should drains empty
My heaven became hell
What have i given up for what i have?
A sacrifice became real
Complete with dagger and crimson
I waste away in body and soul
The mirror image i wanted is shattering
I wouldn't recognize it anyways
What used to give me a high
Brings me lower than I've ever been before
I used to look up for strength
Now, out of shame, i am forced to look down
The suicide i had hardly feared
Is now on an inevitable time clock
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COPYRIGHT NOTICE
© 2009 Philomena D Gavod |
STORYMANIA PUBLICATION DATE
April 2009 |
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