DESCRIPTION
Just a burst of feelings... Wrote this in an emotional state, so I didn't wanna go back and edit anything that may not be clear or make total sense. [125 words]
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
I started writing songs and poems about 2 years ago, and I will admit, most of them sucked. After a while, I lost inspiration and had so much going on and just stopped writing. I have finally recently gotten back to writing, and at first, what inspired me was illness and fighting through and I started writing about it. Now I think I'm getting better at writing, and will start posting new ones soon. [September 2010]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (41) Aching (Songs) I wrote this for a friend who has had trouble after losing a relative... [101 words] Clear-Cut (Songs) My 44th original song. it's about my journey through life, being hurt, but getting through everything and becoming more myself because of the obstacled [225 words] [Teenage] Controversy (Songs) - [91 words] Eternal Life (Songs) This is my 20th original song. It is a love song about spending eternity with the person I love. [487 words] [Romance] God Is Here With Me (Songs) My 37th original song. This is about God and how I always trust in Him through everything because He is her with me. [222 words] [Spiritual] Gotta Say It (Songs) This is my 42nd song. I started it earlier, and am writing it as I type. It's a love song, about saying what I feel to the person I love if I get the chance. [264 words] [Romance] I Call Out (Songs) My 45th song. A love song that somehow took longer than most... [270 words] [Romance] I Won't Drown (Songs) I wrote this in relation to my fight with illness... [191 words] If I Lost You (Poetry) A love poem about the man I may love... Probably the shortest one I've ever written, but still enough for me to release my thoughts. [159 words] [Romance] Jacket (Songs) My 34th original song. It was a very fun one to write. It's a metaphorical love song about finally finding my perfect "jacket"... [271 words] [Romance] Key To Life (Songs) This is my 12th original song. It's about the world and how terrible it's gotten and how hopeless people seem, and how I keep my faith in God through it all. [374 words] [Spiritual] Learn To Love My Words (Poetry) It's true. I know I can't write, but oh well... [146 words] Like Someday, Love (Songs) My 30th original song. A love song, obviously. About the person I love and always listen to and dream of, in hopes that we may together someday. [303 words] [Romance] Lost Glow (Songs) This is my 28th original song. It's a love song about someone who entered my life and brought light with him. [324 words] [Romance] Love And Writing (Poetry) A poem about struggling with my writing and love. [292 words] More Than Worthless (Poetry) A poem about being blinded by a confusion of love. [178 words] My Lullaby (Songs) - [105 words] My Only Thoughts (Poetry) A love poem about the person I have constant thoughts about. I love him but he isn't near me, and I can't stop hearing and thinking of him. [294 words] [Romance] My Story (Songs) This is my 29th original song. It's about the constant dreams of the person I love but can't touch. [278 words] [Romance] No Longer (Poetry) A poem about losing love without even trying... [198 words] No Longer A Friend (Songs) My 43rd original song. It's about an old friend of mine. Just thought I'd let out how she hurt me, though this probably isn't half of what I'm feeling because I don't want to write anything inappropri... [211 words] [Relationships] No Matter What, We Will Always Be (Songs) My 26th original song. It's a love song about always being together... [246 words] [Romance] Nothing Words (Songs) This is actually my 33rd original song. I wrote it while I was beginning to have some trouble with writing. I felt like I was losing inspiration and was having trouble writing melodies for other songs... [299 words] One I Desire (Songs) This is my 24th original song. It is a love song about someone I do love, but haven't been able to meet yet. [325 words] [Romance] One More Wish (Songs) My 27th original song. A love song about someone I really care for and wish could be by my side, but it so far away. [347 words] [Romance] Pick Up The Phone (Songs) - [85 words] Prisoner Of Myself (Poetry) A poem about unintetionally causing so much destruction in my own life. [174 words] Put On Hold (Poetry) A love poem about how confused I am about my feelings for someone who doesn't even exist to me. [201 words] [Romance] Stay Like This (Songs) This is my 14th original song. It is a love song about holding onto love through everything life brings. [404 words] [Romance] Still (Songs) This is my 11th original song. It is a love song about someone who is still with me and will be always. Unfortunately, for now, it's only fiction. But I was so inspired because I am a hopeless romanti... [462 words] [Romance] That Picture (Songs) This is my 25th original song. It is a true story, and is about the man I love who I've never met. I first found him through a picture, but it led to so much more... [364 words] [Romance] To Find Me (Songs) This is my 31st song. It is about struggling to express myself in a different way than love. Turned out to be a way to find more of myself in my writing. [293 words] Wake From My Lonesome (Poetry) A poem about loneliness... It's the shortest thing I've ever written, but I believe it's good nonetheless. [98 words] Why You? (Songs) My 35th original song. A love song about someone I feel so much for, but can't be with yet... [343 words] [Romance] You Are Gone (Poetry) Lost a friend because he had feelings I didn't share. Too hard for him to keep talking... Even moving to another country to forget it all. [44 words] You Are Not Worth It (Songs) Wrote this for a friend dealing with heartbreak. [113 words] [Relationships] You Don't Know (Songs) My 40th original song. A love song about the man I love, but he doesn't know... Most of it was written before I started typing this, but I am currently writing the last verse and end as I type. [215 words] [Romance] You Don't Look (Poetry) A poem I wrote about someone I used to care about. But I had to end it, and he no longer seems to want anything to do with me... [197 words] You Tear Me, My Love (Poetry) A poem about loving someone who is so far away and doesn't know I exist. [272 words] [Romance] You Weren't Enough (Songs) A friend fell hard for me and i don't feel the same way. He's taking it incredibly hard... [133 words] Your Smile (Songs) This is my 22nd original song. It remains one of my favorites. It is a love song about how amazing the man I love is. [315 words] [Romance]
Invisible Underneath Erica Young
No good.
Screaming inside.
Crying behind these eyes.
Lost in my heart.
What am I feeling?
Tears flow inside and seldom appear compared to my underneath.
I forgot the meaning of words.
Numb to the real pain.
Feel like tearing everything to pieces.
Just want to sense pure emotion and another heart.
This maze can leave a person lost in misery all alone.
No one sees underneath.
Something is kept underneath and it's too much to release.
But so close to bursting.
Wish the future could be now.
Dream of being the real me and knowing all pain can end.
I feel numb to real love without knowing a touch.
Just wanna be held.
Need something to stop these tears from falling.
My underneath is missing in the eyes of others.
They don't know i wait for these tears to dry.
Underneath, I have lost me.
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