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If She Could Die by Fred Hardy Depression, suicide theme. [229 words]
Japanese Girls by Fred Hardy Alternative sound fast pace. [256 words]
Lonely Nights Revised by Fred Hardy - [311 words]
Somewhere Part 3 by Fred Hardy The conclusion, three part song with same chorus trough out, the best lyrics I have ever writt... [315 words]
Somewhere (Part 2) by Fred Hardy The 2nd of three. [206 words]
This Is Your Life by Fred Hardy A complete change of direction from previous title(if she could die)but same depression theme... [300 words]
Learning To Fly (Revised) by Fred Hardy - [205 words]
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California Gold by Fred Hardy - [218 words]
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X Mas Day by Fred Hardy a song about acceptance and understanding. [280 words]
Turn Away by Fred Hardy - [191 words]
Don't Waste My Time by Fred Hardy - [279 words]
The Days I Feel Alive by Fred Hardy A song I wrote about the colorado river has some river slang but I overall it's still eas... [298 words]
We All Just Fade Away by Fred Hardy - [205 words]
Can't Let You Go by Fred Hardy I've tried to write this several times but I can't find the right mix so I've tried to make th... [251 words]
Eric (Extended) by Fred Hardy Additional lyrics added more detail who is Eric? [264 words]
Fire-Lite by Fred Hardy Blues rock slow tempo. [205 words]
Jesse by Fred Hardy - [287 words]
A Country Road by Fred Hardy Song more like folk or country [251 words]
Revealing Secrets by Amarjit Bhambra How difficult could it be to get into ones heart. to know ones feelings..... [111 words]
Can't Let You Go (Revised) by Fred Hardy -sometimes love is hard . [242 words]
Walked Around Town by Carla Thomson - [115 words]
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You’Re My Everlasting Drug by Alexander Petrov For real! [96 words]
You Drive Me Out Of My Mind by Jonathon Brannon - [228 words]
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Unnamed by Kasey Ann Miller About a boy thats cheatin on his gf!! [228 words]
Unmasked by Michelle-Lynn Hill - [145 words]
Two Hearts by Cj Johnson - [168 words]
Turn-Row by Billy Wayne Schrock This is a country song about the difference between cities and small farm towns. [119 words]
Throw Me Away (Like You Did Before) by Desi Williams It's about a guy I never had. :) [158 words]
This Is Your Heart On Abby
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The Thought That Counts by Tom Bomb - [167 words]
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That's All by Jonathon Brannon Love Song. [187 words]
Taste My Blood by Alexander Petrov Feel free to dedicate this to all your ex and future girlfriends! [94 words]
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Sitting All Alone By Myself by Desi Williams Just something I thought up... Inspired by my life, my friend Carla's song, and Diz... [163 words]
R.I.P by Corey J McCormick This song is about a boy who lives in a bad area. one night he happens to get shot. he is carrying a gun ... [325 words]
Pause (Let Me In) by Desi Williams It is bout mah mudder and fodder controllin mah life. [148 words]
Nightcap by NelsonC Basically, About a man and woman sharing a nightcap, then he realizes she might be the one. So, he e... [166 words]
Never Had Reason by Nash - [186 words]
My Hero (I've Waited All My Life) by Jonathon Brannon - [143 words]
My Dilemma by Jonathon Brannon - [146 words]
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Meant To Be by Alec Moore Its a song I wrote for a girl and how I feel about her. [182 words]
Make It by Amy Anderson Hmm... about the pressures parents place on kids to be all they want instead of letting them live their... [207 words]
Make It Through by Jordan Holetzky It's about a break up, which all of us go through once or more times in a lifetime. [110 words]
Lost Within by C M S Sharpe Just about feeling so helpless and used, I guess........Think about Linkin Park.. I guess. [77 words]
Last Time by Steph Kidd Well...this song is about being afraid to get really close to someone cuz youre afraid youll get hurt... [183 words]
Last Days by Pete Atkinson Same type of thing as "empty cries the soul" [169 words]
Just Hold Me by Carla Thomson - [156 words]
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It's Always Been Ok by Nash - [122 words]
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Im Beggin You by Alec Moore Its about me trying to get a girls attention and tell her I like her. [195 words]
I'm An Independent Woman by John Roberts Potential song lyric for the modern lady! [268 words]
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I Believe In You by Jonathon Brannon - [217 words]
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The Aftermath Of The Night Before by Karen Miller --- [137 words]
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In Your Awesome Presence by Desi Williams It's a work in process... I believe in a Goddess too... but I wrote about the God... t... [183 words]
I Wont Lie by Jaseyboi Sutters Song that took me 5 mins to write while I was on my 12hr nightshift... Grammar and spelling leave a... [156 words]
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Age Of Absolute Hatred, A Collection by Jack A collection of songs. [1,139 words]
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TITLE (EDIT)
This Is Your Heart On Abby |
DESCRIPTION
A collection of song lyrics that mirror different parts of my "relationship" with a certain girl. In the spirit of love, lost, and above all....hope.
[653 words] |
TITLE KEYWORD
Relationships |
AUTHOR
Matt R Kellaher |
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
I'm 19 years old and live in Florida.
[July 2006] |
AUTHOR'S E-MAIL ADDRESS
xsvly4nik8@aol.com |
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (9)
Death And Taxes (Songs) We all have plenty of regrets... but hey, thats the stuff of life. Every mistake, and every regret is just leading you to something better... Hopefully. [437 words] [Relationships]
Human (Songs) Its kind of about being able to except the past and take just one more chance, because both love and pain go hand-in-hand with being human. Its about wanting to be with someone, but having a lingering... [355 words] [Relationships]
It's Either Love....Or Smallpox (Songs) The follow up to --This is your Heart On Abby-- which was about love, lost, and hope. This collection of lyrics is more so about lust, pain, and above all spite. [1,142 words] [Relationships]
Referal For Suicide (Cape Coma) (Songs) On the surface its about a guy commiting suicide because of what he's going through with a girl, and then after he's gone, her wanting him back. But underneath its about the hipocracy of this place, p... [344 words] [Relationships]
Romantic Kamakazi (Songs) This is supposed to be a fun, upbeat, kinda song that doesn't take itself, and relationships of any kind, too seriously. I wrote it in like two days, I tried to just let my mind spill out on paper for... [390 words] [Relationships]
Situations Change, Not People (Songs) When someone in your past whom has screwed you over, ie. an ex, comes back into your life, do you take them back... or make them feel the pain they put you through? [264 words] [Relationships]
Situations Change, Not People (Revised) (Songs) Partly mirrors events in a relationship of mine in which an ex came back into my life. [305 words] [Relationships]
This Romance (Songs) This is my favorite, and most rescent song I've written, its also in the 'Nine circles of chemical romance' lyrical story that I have floating around here some where. [711 words] [Relationships]
Your Window (Songs) New song, its kind of sad, inspired by leaving the town I lived in and leaving past "girl friends" along with it. Its also about being able to look back on all the good, and the bad, and just smile. B... [358 words] [Relationships]
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This Is Your Heart On Abby
Matt R Kellaher
Prologue
He awoke, with all the symptoms, signs, and ailments of an eventful night before.
But one differed from the usual. A throbing, not in his head, but instead his mind.
Not an ache, but a memory. A memory not of a place, or time, or face.
A memory of a name....a name, that was Abby.
Not even the Rain
Staring ahead, but seeing nothing,
only the rain from the corner of my eye.
All this green turns to red and all the darkness surrounds us,
hope is surely dead.
I remember feeling this way,
and hopeing I would never have this feeling again.
Was it worth the pain.
Was it worth the hate.
Wanting what, someone else has got, and doesn't appreciate.
I want you to know, that I'm going to go,
there's nothing left for me here.
But know, I would have loved you,
I would have held you.
Now I'm left staring ahead, but seeing nothing.
Not even you, you're gone from my mind.
The hardest thing for a young man to do,
is to say to the girl that he loves that he likes you.
She was tangled so tightly, wound and bound, tightened within,
and not even the rain could wash her away, from his hair, his mouth, his skin.
This is your Heart on Abby
Do you laugh, when i cry.
Do you enjoy watching my black heart die.
If I stand too tall,
will you cut off my feet so I will fall.
Can you take all my shit,
or would you put it in a flaming bag and leave it on my porch.
Can you list all your fears,
like being alone and left in tears.
Is it a joke when you say,
I couldn't care less anyway.
If I hook up with your friend,
would your smiles be sincere or pretend.
Do you care, really, do you care.
I'm at war with all my bitter thoughts,
And I'm left without a word.
You light a match from within my heart,
and let it fucking burn.
Now your drugs are gone,
but they were so last year.
Keep in mind your heart is just as hard to burn,
just as you feared, your dope is gone, exchanged for tears.
Do you care, really, do you care.
Doesn't one and only mean one....and only?
When i fall its fast and hard, from under covers to backs of cars.
You're a noche in his belt and a gash in my heart.
I should've known that loosing you was only the start.
It wasn't over. It still isn't over.
--I never thought i'd see you in the arms of another,
you're just as bad a lier as you are a lover.
If he makes you happy, I'll put it to rest,
cause you know, you know, you know....you only deserve the best.--
Wire-rimmed glasses and thigh high boots,
or dirty old sneakers and a three piece suit.
Just because he says it, doesn't mean its true.
You know you look the best when its me on you.
Love holds no bars, and all is fair with swords and hearts.
--I never thought i'd see you in the arms of another,
you're just as bad a lier as you are a lover.
If he makes you happy, I'll put it to rest,
cause you know, you know, you know....you only deserve the best.--
Remember the time you got that rose,
and every single line in all those notes.
You still have them don't you. You still have them don't you.
I'd connect the dots, the freckles on your knees.
You know I love you the most when you deserve it the least.
Now I'm wishing to be the tongue your cheek,
the friction between your waist and knees.
Oh, so cliche, I'm so sick of drinking to spiteful ends,
and spouting off lines like: you're sweeter than the blood on the hands of best friends.
If he makes you happy, I'll put it to rest.
Cause even if its not me, you know, you know, you know....you only deserve the best.
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© 2005 Matt R Kellaher |
STORYMANIA PUBLICATION DATE
August 2005 |
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