ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
My names Amy Anderson, I'm 15 and live in Australia. I couldn't live without music.. i love it so much!! I play bass in a 4 peice band.. we haven't decided on a name yet... I listen to metal, punk, hardcore and emo.. [August 2005]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (36) 6 Foot Under (Songs) A song I rote the otha night, half asleep and heeps upset.. tell me what you think. [294 words] Ache (Songs) I'm not sure I really like this song.... I was so cut when I wrote it so I don't think I put much effort into it :S but anyway it's there if you wanna read it... [165 words] Bleeding Tears (Songs) Another song.... alot of emotion behind it. [163 words] Blood Stained Tears (Songs) Another song... leave a comment :) [225 words] Dark Fate (Songs) I was heaps upset when I wrote it and yer... Tell me what you think. [222 words] Eccedentesiast (Songs) "Eccedentesiast" means someone who fakes a smile.. [190 words] Empty Lies And Final Goodbyes (Songs) Umm... someone is heartbroken and the guy doesnt realise that he's still in love with her.. untill it's too late.. hmm sounds familiar doesn't it? well this is a little different, I hope. [255 words] Ends Here (Songs) Another fast, heavy song... feel free to say anything you want about it... good or bad, it's all good :P. [232 words] Enter Insanity (Songs) I wrote this song after I had been sitting down for a while thinking about my life, I realised that alot of it had been built up on pain and betrayal, so it's mainly about wanting to forget everything... [218 words] [Teenage] Find My Way (Songs) This isn't really about anything in particular... just another song. tell me what you think, ta. [178 words] - Hasnt Got One Yet (Poetry) I was guna make this a song buh I just left it as a poem... I gess its about not bein able 2 c my bf. Hasnt got a name yet... any suggestions plz? [46 words] Hope For The Helpless (Songs) About the people that make life so hard and the ones who give me strength to keep going... Those parts in brackets are whispers in the background.. [255 words] I'll Love You In Life And Death (Poetry) My first attempt at a poem... duna what it's like but lol give it a read :) [143 words] I'm Still Alive (Songs) Another song... same shit behind it... tell me what you think. [269 words] Invisible Or Invincible? (Songs) I wrote this about one of my friends whos been getting alot of shit from some people who she calls "friends"... [140 words] Invisible Scars (Songs) How it all feels... tell me wat u think. [209 words] Left To Burn (Songs) Another song... so f*n cut wen I rote it.. plz read it n tell me wat u think :) [296 words] Lost In Mind (Songs) Just another song... hope you like it. [211 words] Love Hates Us (Songs) - [192 words] Mahal Kita (Songs) Well.. mahal kita is filo for "i love you" and I wrote about my boyfriend who I have liked for along time and am finally going out with :) sang to the tune of aerials by s.o.a.d. [124 words] Make It (Songs) Hmm... about the pressures parents place on kids to be all they want instead of letting them live their own lives.. cant say I like this one too much really... meh. [207 words] Not Loving You (Songs) Umm... about some one who is in love with one person but can't stop thinking about some one else. [158 words] Nothing Less Then You (Songs) Just came to me then... tell me what you think. [142 words] Over Change (Songs) Wrote it bout one of my friends... just thought of it off the top of mi head so I duno if its any good... oh well tell me what you think. [134 words] Single Chaotic (Songs) I was so sick of always getting the blame for anything and everything that ever went wrong.... and like the song says, I just needed some time to be by myself. It's a pretty heavy song... [186 words] Stolen And Torn (Songs) A song about a fair few stuff... take a look and tell me what you think. [221 words] The Internal Plea (Songs) Umm... about the people who bottle up their emotions and appear to be happy but on the inside they're breaking down.. i wrote this at a time when nothing was going right, and i couldn't see much point... [285 words] Thorns From Our Dying Love (Songs) - [236 words] Too Many (Songs) I wrote this a while ago and I wasnt guna put it on but oh well... Its about what I used to always wish for and not being able to believe that its actually happening.. [184 words] Trapt (Songs) This song is pretty up beat all the way through and is especially faster in the chorus. It's about feeling that I have no one left to trust or to confide in. [164 words] Voices In My Head (Songs) Well I gess the title says a fair bit... and they're driving me crazy :s [157 words] We're Broken (Songs) Kind of a tortured love song... just made some changes to it then. [214 words] What's Dead Is Gone (Songs) Another song about a friend... actually it's the same person... so as you've probably gathered this chik is seriously pissin me off... think otep for this one. [144 words] When Boys And Girls Cry (Songs) I guess you could say it's about the strength some people give you, and how weak you can become without them. [258 words] Your Lullaby (Songs) Another song, tell me what you think :) [221 words] Your Secret Sins (Songs) A song I wrote about... well I guess it might be obvious.. tell me what you think. [310 words]
Beauty Of Suicide Amy Anderson
Our love was what kept me alive The strength behind my beating heart. Too weak to stand upon my own feet, So i crawl in the shadows of loneliness. And as my heart breaks so does my soul.
See my reflection on the blooded razor Stare at the person looking back up at me. And she fades away to hide, Under the beauty of suicide.
Your voice still whispers through me, Words to kill what could have been. I love you today, but not enough. I still remember yesterday, But by tomorow i'll forget.
See my reflection on the blooded razor Stare at the person looking back up at me. And she fades away to hide, Under the beauty of suicide.
You're the one i love, my only one (SO SAVE ME) And without you i feel so alone (PLEASE SAVE ME) I need you by my side, You make everything feel so right. So save me! Please save me! You're the only one, Only one left, Left to save me. So please, so save me...
See my reflection on the blooded razor Stare at the person looking back up at me. And she fades away to hide, Under the beauty of suicide.
You take away the pain, wipe away my tears. Make this ugly world appear so beautiful. But now you're gone and you've left behind the pain, The reason my tears are again falling. You've taken away the beauty, this world's so fucking ugly! You took away my strength, so fucking weak! I'll take away what you left me with, This life so overbearing, so ugly. Fall into the beauty of suicide, so beautiful..
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"That was so beautiful! I loved the passion, and it was just amazingly written. " -- Emma.
"thanks a heap emma :) glad you like it" -- amy.
"It's really well written.. although im totally against cutting and suicide and such... It would be alot better withouth the curse words, but thats my opinion, i think curse words make songs sound trashy.. anyways its good.." -- Carole.
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