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Calling Out To Death
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TITLE (EDIT)
Calling Out To Death |
DESCRIPTION
It's old... I'm not as desperate to die anymore..
[251 words] |
AUTHOR
C Stretch |
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
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[December 2005] |
AUTHOR'S E-MAIL ADDRESS
ZCantBStill@aol.com |
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (15)
All That I Am (Poetry) I don't know what I was writing about.. Or what I even trying to say in it... [78 words]
And I'm Still Learning.... (Poetry) A very old writing of mine.. I never really like my crap that I write.. I d k.. Somebody might like it.. [133 words]
Death-Stained Love (Poetry) - [36 words]
Dying Star (Poetry) One of my earilest piece of writing... IT SUCKS!! TT_TT. [24 words]
Hated I Shall Be (Poetry) - [58 words]
L - O - V - E (Poetry) Any type of relationship have their flaws.. [34 words]
Lost & (Haven't) Found Me (Poetry) I haven't writen in forever.... Just being lost, confused about me as a person. [170 words] [Teenage]
Nothing To Do (Poetry) Bored, waiting for someone to pick me up and to escape from all the adults asking me things. [64 words]
Once-In-A-Lifetime Offer (Poetry) - [77 words]
Realization Smacks Hard (Poetry) When I realized the person I thought was loyal to me, was really the complete opposite. So my anger towards them was caused by my pain. [84 words]
Second Chance At Life (Poetry) In my world history class, we were assigned a Timed writing. And the subject was 'reincarnation'. [130 words]
Something To Think About (Poetry) I didn't know what to call it... Just tell me what you think. [31 words]
This Feeling (Poetry) Trying to explain how I feel and why for this certain somebody. [88 words]
Troubled Insecurities (Poetry) - [170 words]
Unwanted Happiness (Poetry) This is somebody who is used to pain and rejection all her life. So once she finds "happiness", she doesn't welcome it too willingly. [69 words]
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Calling Out To Death
C Stretch
I say I want to die
I say this life
isn't worth living
But you tell me
thats its only a lie
that I should try and
be more forgiving
I don't give a fuck
about this shit anymore
I know I will never enchance
the precious beautiful things like before
For now I am stuck to believe
this is only a sickness that
one day I will encounter
to defeat and never experience again
I want to die, I need to die
I must die but I can not die,
God damn it I can't fuckin
take this much longer
I can't breathe this filthy air much longer.
I don't want to wake up to a tomorrow.
I feel like screaming stop sucking
the life out of me!
I want to scream it until my lungs catch fire,
until my vocal chords blow out.
It's like my eyes are going to bleed
and slip out of their sockets.
My ears are going to bleed and
block the sounds from entering.
I don't know whats taking the better of me,
I mean is it my insecurity, my insanity,
my envy, my depression, my demons?
I used to think all I ever wanted was a
certain someone. No, I don't want that.
No, I don't need that. I want to end the
suffering, this pointless life
of an ant I'm living.
I've said my hellos loud and enough.
Now I just need to go through with the signals
and say my goodbye.
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"Very good writing here. This piece speaks to me in a lot of ways, and is well written, the flow is a bit wayward for me, but thats just me. I like this because we share/shared the same outlook in Poetry "Dark". Well done mate I really like your style." -- Buxton.
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STORYMANIA PUBLICATION DATE
December 2005 |
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