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TITLE (EDIT)
Confession 1.0 |
DESCRIPTION
This is just a confession of nothing... don't bother reading it...
[279 words] |
AUTHOR
Elboc Noj |
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
I'm 17, male, and a bad writer with a pessemistic view on life... either that or I'm insane...
[May 2003] |
AUTHOR'S E-MAIL ADDRESS
anti_social_sugar_beet@hotmail.com |
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (21)
A Bridge Too Short (Poetry) Based on repeatitive dream I've had... [68 words]
Change (Poetry) Everything changes over time, some changes are good and some are bad... I don't know which mine was... [63 words]
Daedsitra (Poetry) As I look to at the world I see it decaying more and more everyday... it's my life source and I'm dying with it. [43 words]
Defcon 6.58 (Poetry) A simple poem about hate and the urge to just destroy someone... [77 words]
Deliriant (Poetry) Molestation... [95 words]
Destructeye (Poetry) The world in abstract... use your imagination... [62 words]
Fear Silo (Poetry) I know I'm not the only one filled with fear... [93 words]
Happiness (Poetry) Happiness can be found between the words... [65 words]
I'm Insane (Poetry) Ever have that feeling? The one where you feel no one could understand the way you think and it's as if you've finally gone insane? I have... [95 words]
My Nursery (Poetry) Children are born here everyday... born as stillborns because they are already dead the second they enter the world... mouths stitched because they can't speak for themselves... [66 words]
Myself (Poetry) The feeling where you think you've become someone else and left all your cares behind... [102 words]
No Memory (Poetry) Who was it?... [65 words]
Slate (Poetry) "FORGET" [22 words]
Stitch Stitch (Poetry) Self Mutilation... [53 words]
Tak The Cat (Children) A little rhyme I wrote that had pictures to accompany it... in the end Peggy Pigtails had a huge scratch across her face and she was DEAD... haha I thought it was funny... [47 words] [Humor]
Talon Skies (Poetry) A prophecy... [37 words]
The Dollhouse (Poetry) We are all just broken dolls... [179 words]
The Feast Of The U (Poetry) I am becoming the masses... [38 words]
This Time (Poetry) Maybe things will be better this time... [136 words]
Tree Of Blood (Poetry) My Sacred Place. [92 words]
Vocal Gate (Poetry) A dream I had... [36 words]
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Confession 1.0
Elboc Noj
I have a confession
For feeble minds
Maybe you'll understand
Just a little of mine
I have an addiction
To no substance
Impure form and
It's hard to witness
So won't you
Turn the clocks
Take a little time
To understand a little
Of what's in my mind
I have an addiction to creation
The release of demons, words, and thoughts
I have an addiction to art
Primitive and unciviled forms
I feed the fire
With these thoughts of mine
That dwell somewhere
In the back of my mind
So won't you come inside
To a place where nightmares are real
And monsters come alive
FUCK THIS!
LEAVE MY MIND!
FUCK YOU!
I'M LEFT BEHIND!
Wait...
Don't leave
You haven't seen the peak
Of my addiction
I see creativity dying everyday
Originality straight down the FUCKING drain
Into a shit pile of corpses...
The artists of yesterday
Do you understand what I see?
This vision dwelling and swelling
Deep inside of me?!
No...
You probably think I'm insane
Maybe a little deranged
But I hold it out front...
FUCK YOU!
So who's in control now?
Who will rule the world now?
Who's the fucking GOD(DESS) NOW!?
...
Not 'I'...
No never me
I'm just shit
What you say is over me
I never matter
I'M FUCKING TIRED!
I WANT TO BE HEARD!
FuCK you...
FUCK YOU!!
You won't control my life
Or my mind...
FUCK!
I don't even control my mind
And you want to tell me I'm FINE!?
...
Ha
...
I''ve broken the form of my own art
This is my art
My creation
My... Confession...
And while I'm creating
I'm laughing
Laughing at myself
Because I'm confessing to myself
No one will read this
No one cares how FUKD my mind is
Well I still have much to say
So here's to myself, you always knew me best...
FUCK YOU!
SHUT UP MYSELF!
STOP ME, DYING!
AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD!
...
Why am I still writing?
When will this be done?
I think it's carried on too far
Unpredictable...
Yes... So Unpredictable...
And I remain...
I hate myself...
I have confessed (NOTHING)...
Forgive me...
FUCK YOU!
Okay... Now I'm done...
Anger on paper... How pathetic....
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COPYRIGHT NOTICE
© 2003 Elboc Noj |
STORYMANIA PUBLICATION DATE
June 2003 |
NUMBER OF TIMES TITLE VIEWED
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