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TITLE (EDIT)
Doesn't Matter |
DESCRIPTION
-Written for Darrell...who never once felt the sting of tears that slid down my face. For the one who led me down this road that he hates me for. Who calls me names when he's had the one to many he always has. Who I once blamed for the destruction of all my dreams, it doesn't matter...it was always up to me.
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TITLE KEYWORD
Romance |
AUTHOR
M Q Walters |
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
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[December 2011] |
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (69)
But One Thorn (Poetry) - [73 words]
Caress The Memory (Poetry) Lost things...held onto... [58 words]
Come Due (Poetry) ...eventually it all comes due [156 words]
Courage (Poetry) -It is difficult to find it...but courage is a must [42 words]
Damn The Memory (Poetry) Damn the memory. I was but a child that day. [124 words]
Diamonds On Morning Dew (Poetry) - [78 words]
Dig (Poetry) Why does it have to be so hard? [65 words]
Don't Look At Me (Poetry) No need to don the mask...don't look at me. [181 words]
Easy (Poetry) No way to wash away the sin... [125 words]
Encore The Tears (Poetry) - [34 words]
Fading Away (Poetry) - [92 words]
Fairy Dance (Poetry) - [90 words]
Fallen One (Poetry) - [26 words]
Fistful Of Sand (Poetry) - [90 words]
Fools Heart (Poetry) - [38 words]
Frigid Rain (Poetry) For those who have said, I love you, but lied. [93 words]
Hollow Heart (Poetry) And if your life at home Is in a hollow heart It’s wasted on an old mans tears. [77 words] [Relationships]
I Am A Rose (Poetry) - [32 words] [Relationships]
I Am His Butterfly (Poetry) I wish I could trust. [88 words]
I Need To Be A Dream (Poetry) If I were a dream I would not feel... but mostly if I were only that, no one could really see me... or all the the things I hide behind. [116 words]
If I Could Dream You Here (Poetry) - [151 words]
I'm Crawling (Poetry) This title was deleted... not sure why... anyway here it is again...'cause that's how I am. [67 words]
Image In The Glass (Poetry) Because I have been deemed worthy of the heart... [142 words] [Relationships]
It (Poetry) Just something different for me. [35 words] [Erotic]
It Was All Because Of You (Poetry) I struggle to overcome the lost loves in my life… [98 words]
Keep It Fun (Poetry) For you...best I could do...in keeping it real anyhow. [44 words]
Liars Tongue (Poetry) Finally getting it... [66 words]
Masks (Poetry) - [144 words]
Mr. Jacobs (Poetry) I have been a rehab nurse for many years, this a poem about a man I admitted one afternoon, who spoke only of his garden and his desire to go home. When I came to work the next day I found that he had... [110 words]
My Gardener (Poetry) - [51 words]
My Heart Is Free (Poetry) - [83 words]
My Passion (Poetry) - [101 words] [Erotic]
Night (Poetry) - [99 words]
No Tide (Poetry) Just a poem... [88 words] [Romance]
No Whys (Poetry) A love poem...I guess. [103 words] [Romance]
Obliteration (Poetry) I am what I am...and you are smaller than me [61 words]
Ode To A Could've Been Friend (Genres) You know who you are.... [159 words]
Of The Dream (Poetry) - [153 words]
On Broken Wing (Poetry) Finding by accident that one can love again, and learn something about ones self, though it ends painfully. [103 words]
Once Upon A Time The Story Goes (Poetry) - [95 words]
Out Of The Darkness (Poetry) For Mike...because he loves me for what I am...and all I am. [112 words]
Pieces Of My Heart (Poetry) Just a poem... pieces of my heart. [124 words]
Pieces Of Time (Poetry) Ramblings of a heart that cannot go back in time... [110 words]
Secrets (Poetry) Some secrets are truely meant to never be told...I told one once...the price was more than I have learned to bear...shhhhhhhhh. [115 words]
Ship Of Fools (Poetry) - [72 words]
Silenced Heart (Poetry) - [50 words]
Silently Wept (Poetry) Must learn to build walls, without doors that allow others in. [91 words]
Soul Meld (Poetry) - [84 words]
Suicide (Poetry) Standing on the edge. [137 words]
The Bad One (Poetry) - [141 words]
The Color Of My Moon Is Red (Poetry) - [77 words]
The Sound Of A Tear (Poetry) - [76 words]
The Sparrow (Poetry) Perhaps less about the sparrow and more about the caged bird. [69 words]
Time I See (Poetry) - [98 words]
To Touch The Sky (Poetry) - [64 words]
Vengence Driven (Poetry) What it is. [62 words]
Was I Ever Once Worth The Time (Poetry) Still trying to figure out what I'm worth....and why it seems to be easier for others to just think you'll "figure" it out...what is with that anyway? [75 words]
Watched Me Fall (Poetry) Oh well... [75 words]
When All I Want Is (Poetry) - [224 words]
Where I Came From (Poetry) More woe is me stuff.The outside changes all the time...but the inside remembers where I came from. [119 words]
Where I Cannot Hide (Poetry) I can feel it in the air...taste it on my tongue...it comes...just the way it always does. [102 words]
Where My Heart Has Been (Poetry) Better to have some secrets...nice when they don't ask. [126 words] [Romance]
Where You Lie (Poetry) - [142 words]
Whispered Lies Among Soft Sighs (Poetry) Just what it is... [101 words]
Why Dream (Poetry) RBO doesn't believe in dreams...thinking he might be right. [42 words]
Written By His Hand (Poetry) Today I read a song, written back in '44 [66 words]
Wrong (Poetry) I struggle everyday to be what they need...my past full of pain that I can't grip...anger I can't get beyond...in the end have failed the ones that needed or trusted me the most...but if I were gone? [232 words]
Wrong Side Of The Tracks (Poetry) - [163 words]
You Can't Save Me (Poetry) - [263 words]
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Doesn't Matter
M Q Walters
Doesn’t matter what I do,
It was always up to you.
Doesn’t matter what I need,
It never mattered that I bleed.
It was always up to you,
You did what you always do.
Doesn’t matter that I cry,
You look away with that sigh.
Doesn’t matter about the fire,
That melts into you with my desire.
And if I begged you to stay,
Doesn’t matter you’d turn away.
Doesn’t matter that I cried,
Or that my heart died.
All I ever tried to do,
It never mattered to you.
So while I played the part,
Believing you listened to my heart.
Doesn’t matter through the years,
You never felt the sting of my tears.
You never tasted even one,
When it was done, you were done.
Doesn’t matter what I do,
It was always up to you.
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"Dear Mattie,I can't help but get the feeling in your poetry that somebody you really loved broke your heart.If this is the case then I'm truly sorry and I hope you will one day find true love again.If you've already done so then that's even better.Anyway,nice poem." -- David Daniels.
"Dear Mattie,I'm writing to you again because I read this poem without reading the desrciption first.I guess I was right because it sounds like Darrell did break your heart.I really don't know what the circumstances were between you and him but I just know that another man will come into your life again and cherish you and love you like you deserve to be.Just wishing one of my fellow poets good things in life :)" -- David D.
"I hate getting to a poem after David...he always sums up everything perfect to say in his own review lol. Beautiful poem Mattie, I have missed being on this site and seeing your work and that of others and I know of the wounds of your past, obviously not at their full extent, but they will heal and you are a treasure to this site." -- Rebecca.
"David...you are always so kind in your reviews, kindness is an emotion that I rarely have bestowed upon me, thank you. And Rebecca...someday perhaps you and I can share our experiences...but til then writing and posting here will hopefully somehow allow us to continue to express ourselves...which hopefully healps us to heal. Much love to you both. :) " -- mattie.
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STORYMANIA PUBLICATION DATE
May 2005 |
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