AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (69) All I Need (Songs) Depression, wanting love but not finding it, better things to come. Think Evanescence, Linkin Park, Seether. [168 words] All I Need 2 (Songs) This is a slightly different version of the first one... no swear words. [166 words] Baptism Testimony (Essays) - [901 words] Best Friend And Worst Enemy (Songs) Hard Rock lyrics... country sound... those two don't normally go together, huh? :) not my best work ever... I'm sick today LOL... thanks for the reviews. [154 words] Black Boots (Poetry) This is to my sis. [94 words] Can You See Me? (Songs) The title is the beginning of each verse. [62 words] Cast The First Stone (Essays) - [244 words] Cathartic (Poetry) Contains SI. Is short and choppy in some places for effect. Don't know if it will work. Let me know what you think. [95 words] Convey (Poetry) It's written to this boy whom I hold very dear. [180 words] Disappearing Beneath Myself (Songs) It is like "Going Under" by Evanescence. Same tone, anyways. [114 words] Do It Better (Poetry) Rants to my parents. Again. [212 words] Dreambook Snapshots (Poetry) - [180 words] Fading Away With The Rain (Short Stories) I wrote it based on the cover of "Fallen" by Evanescence. [137 words] [Drama] Fairy Tale Love (Poetry) Sort of a metaphor and at first it trips you up... You'll see. [95 words] Feather Flowers (Poetry) I wrote this a long time ago, right after I walked to the library from my therapist's office. [55 words] For A Moment (Songs) I want someone to hold me close and tell me I'm special. That's what this is about. [136 words] Forever Will I Love You (Poetry) Old poem... off the top... <3 yall! [58 words] Hummingbird (Poetry) I wrote this right after seeing the guy I like... it's also just about a hummingbird, my fave bird, and also my two late grandmothers' favorite bird... [59 words] I Packed My Bags (Songs) About how my parents don't appreciate me for who I am, and how sometimes, it gets to the point where we never wanna see each other again... [252 words] In Your Awesome Presence (Songs) It's a work in process... I believe in a Goddess too... but I wrote about the God... tell me whatcha think! Love y'all! [183 words] [Spiritual] Josh (Haiku) (Poetry) What does Josh mean to me? [10 words] Just A Little, Baby (Songs) How I'm feeling in the moment... [143 words] Little Girl In Photographs... (Poetry) Self explanatory, really... [180 words] Live For Your Own Lyrics (Poetry) I was thinking about this one guy I know that is kind of a loner. We went on a community tour with some of our classmates and he just lit his cigarette and walked over to a big rock several hundred y... [82 words] Love Prayers (Poetry) It's... well, once you read it, it is self explanatory. [113 words] Love (An Essay On The Matter) (Essays) Maybe love really does exist for those who aren't as fortunate to have good looks or funny personalities. I have my eye on a few prospects... or their words, anyhow. *wink* Love y'all. [368 words] [Romance] Make Up Your Mind (Poetry) About a complete dick that fucked up my life and ruined a friendship. Glad he's in prison. [259 words] Math (Poetry) I wrote this in math one day based on a nearby poster combined w/ feelings of my life. [103 words] Maybe Someday (Poetry) I don't think it's very good.... It's about someone... you don't know them... I think ;) [63 words] Nunnada'utsun't'yi - The Trail Place Where They Cried (Short Stories) It is about a white girl and her father during the 1800s having to herd the Cherokee out of Georgia because of the Indian Removal Act. It is also told from the point of view of a young Cherokee girl ... [1,675 words] [History] Pause (Let Me In) (Songs) It is bout mah mudder and fodder controllin mah life. [148 words] Poem Letter To My Coping Mechanism (Poetry) I've had too much trouble in my life. I don't need this anymore. I have God, like always, and friends, and family. I don't need it!!! [102 words] Red Faces (Poetry) Think about it. [57 words] Redundant Oxymoronic Paradox (Poetry) Nuff said. Thought of it in the shower!!! [93 words] Ruthie (Haiku) (Poetry) What does Ruthie mean to me? (I love my little sissy!) [11 words] Sam (Haiku) (Poetry) What does Sam mean to me? [7 words] Sitting All Alone By Myself (Songs) Just something I thought up... Inspired by my life, my friend Carla's song, and Dizzy Up the Girl, an album by The GooGoo Dolls. Love and peace and blessings to y'all! Stay crazy. [163 words] Speech Blanket (Poetry) Something I wrote in a sleepy state... and although I was almost "out", yes, I did mean to spell emptiness with a "y"... [21 words] Stay Away From My Way (Songs) It's a hard rock song... maybe not heavy metal... but definitely hard rock... punk... yeah... it's like a poem and a song... Love y'all and your reviews! Peace!!! [134 words] Surreal Awakening (Songs) My first song on here, but definitely not my first song. Think Travis, Simple Plan. Please review. [86 words] Synonymous Confusion... Thanks For The Help! (Poetry) It is just a jumble of my thoughts at this moment. [96 words] The Garden Of Edenia - Intro (Novels) It has bisexuality, self harm, and Wiccan terminology. Be careful! [663 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Eight--Bus (Novels) - [297 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Eleven--Donor (Novels) - [652 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Fifteen--Grandfather (Novels) - [410 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Five--Dyke (Novels) - [217 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Four--Secrets (Novels) - [176 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Fourteen--Accident (Novels) - [340 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Nine--Edie (Novels) - [527 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter One--Class (Novels) - [181 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Seven--Ritual (Novels) - [216 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Six--Cut (Novels) - [329 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Sixteen--Kiss (Novels) - [180 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Ten--Mind (Novels) - [420 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Thirteen--Song (Novels) - [933 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Three--Discovery (Novels) - [201 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Twelve--Mom (Novels) - [249 words] The Garden Of Edenia--Chapter Two--Group (Novels) - [465 words] The Opposites Of Love (Poetry) Another old poem...I don't think it's very good... <3 yall... [48 words] Throw Me Away (Like You Did Before) (Songs) It's about a guy I never had. :) [158 words] Val (Haiku) (Poetry) Who is Val to me? [3 words] Whatcha Doin'? (Songs) It's sorta Emcee, sorta punk rock. Those don't really coincide, do they? Oh WELL!!! [149 words] When I Need You Most (Songs) I wrote this on an especially depressed day. A little suicidal, though I'm not, thank God/dess. [188 words] Where Are We Now? (Songs) Sort of a poem song... wait. all songs are poems LOL... about how trapped I feel sometimes. I'm sick a lot, but my parents never believe me, and I'm trapped in what they believe. [193 words] Where Does She Go From Here? (Short Stories) It's about my life thus far... in a way. [477 words] [Self-Help] White Hawk (Poetry) What does my white hawk mean to me? I can't finish it until the bird flies here and lets me know he won't poop on me. [37 words] Why, Oh Why? (Poetry) A compilation of new and old poems I've written... some are more songs... hope you enjoy... please review... love y'all! [175 words] Yesterday And Tonight (Poetry) Something old w/ a lil something new... [50 words] (Especially) Without You (Poetry) slam poem ish bout a friend... or what I want to be MORE than... [170 words]
Fluttering Crush Desi Williams
I did it for you. You know that's true.
I'll never forget you - that's true, too.
Everytime I think up verses
I remember our blasted curses
It's different between us
than it is with him and me
In our case, it's more than lust
You see what he doesn't see
"Of course, we can't risk our relationship
We're just friends, ya need to get a grip
Nothing's ever gonna happen!"
the inner critic inside me is laughing.
Besides, society's too judgmental
To accept a love that special
I know you look at me and don't see what you want
I look at myself - I've got nothing to flaunt
But you understand what my life is like
Both sets of parents should just take a hike
They shouldn't try to fix us. We're not broken
We need to be SAVED? They must be jokin'!
Seriously, though, just let me try
Together forever, we could fly
For now, I guess I'll stifle my feelings
While the world as we know it keeps on reeling
I'd do anything to be with you
Every day, every moment, I think of you
With each line of the pentacle
I cut a star and then a circle
I write your name right next to it
I did it for you, I won't forget
Thinking of what we could have gained
I cut down the alley and across the lane
The dull thoughts rip and soothe
The sexy sharpness reminds me of you
My love burns inside a flame
On my wrist, again, and again
I try all the things you have tried
I get hooked, and then I die
From heaven, or hell, I look upon all
And I'm there to catch you when you fall
You loved her, and she turned you down
As you asked for her grace, she let you drown
Remember me? I was there the whole time
I promised you, "It will all be fine."
Your salty tears soaked my shoulder
I've tasted your pain, and I'm getting older.
I may seem like a kid, simply graspin'
To my innocence, but I know more than you can imagine
What she did to you, please don't do to me
This is so different, like earth and sky and sea
For what it's worth, I'd love you even more
If you never let this hit the floor.
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"not bad. although, you should listen to your parents. they only want is best for you. Christ is real, he is not some myth and his spirit is inside of you. don't turn your back on him." -- nick marshburn.
"1. good poem. 2. Listen to your heart and mind, not ur parents. 3. Christ.... yeah right (personal opinion only, no flamming needed thank you ppl) 4. Dont turn your back on beliefs like Nick said, turn your back on what you believe in, and turn your back on yourself. Get me? Kind Regards, Josh" -- Josh / Axey.
"Hey thanks Josh. I believe Christ is real, Nick. You can be Wiccan and still believe in the Lord. About #4, ummmm. Hmmm. I think I get you. Yeah. Thanks a lot. Love and peace to all" -- Desi.
"hey, great poem, i luv'd it, listen to josh he has some good points, listen to ur heart and don't turn your back on what U believe in. hope evrything works out, i'm sure it will, congrats on a great piece:-).." -- baker.
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