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25th Mile by Firsttime Story Earthquake devastates California, Leaving Thousands dead, hungry, homeless and without hope. With the... [23,199 words]
Who Is The Hero? by Gregory J Christiano Schoolyard bullies have always intimidated their classmates. But what if a boy refuses to fig... [1,534 words]
White Thoughts by Natasha White Thoughts is a first person narrative detailing the life of a senior college student, unsur... [15,197 words]
Vicki's Comeback by Steven L Howard From the cutting edge of the knife to the cutting edge of success - her comeback was real this... [2,863 words]
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The Conversation by Seth Allen Judge not, lest you be judged... [2,089 words]
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Lenny's Last Jump! by Gregory J Christiano Two gangsters out for a night’s work, but they’re in for a surprise! [880 words]
I Met Him For The Last Time by Avis Narrative monologue. I think the title speaks for itself. [1,096 words]
General Inspection (Novel To Be) by Josh Anderson The beginnings of a murder mystery / psychological thriller / horror short sto... [1,670 words]
From The Outside Looking In by Kris Lemmonds Sometimes we search for things that are right in front of us. If we just stopped l... [1,495 words]
For What I'd Give
Family Dinner. by Bradley Grimes A family's final meal together. [2,023 words]
Eurasia Underground V5 - A Future So Close (Narrative Proposition) by Josh Anderson Pilot chapter for a series of stories, game ... [676 words]
Dave by Abby M Lesczynski Character Sketch about my father. [1,432 words]
Careful What You Ask For... by Kris Lemmonds What do you do when the one thing you thought would make you happy doesn't? [1,716 words]
Card Sharps by Gregory J Christiano The poker game grew heated. The cheated card player lay dead on the floor! [1,309 words]
Butterflies by Kris Lemmonds A story of a first date. Complete with nerves and othe craziness. [3,069 words]
At Death's Door by Nur Syafiqah A Jaaffar - [441 words]
Anger, Depression, Bargaining, Denial, Acceptance. by Bradley Grimes The thoughts of Joseph Richard Patterson on November 13th, 2... [753 words]
A Warped Mind by Surge Some insight into a tortured mind. [325 words]
A Single Place Setting by Kris Lemmonds Sometimes someone comes along in our lives to impact us like no other can - for better o... [2,530 words]
A Shooting In Iraq---Part Two by E Rocco Caldwell The special opts his ranger squad conducted was illegal and may have resulted in ... [400 words]
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Ze Zen Ta (The Way Of The Thinking Fist) by E Rocco Caldwell First part of a potential novel. [692 words]
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Too Hard A Promise by Steven L Howard He had never lied to his beloved, But can he promise what she asked? [1,658 words]
The July Tree by Brotherman A tale about stolen innocence. Based on an initiation I saw when I was 13. [2,126 words]
The Abduction Of Sammy Lee by Mark A Stuart Tale of a kidnapping in a small SouthWest Georgia town. [6,320 words]
Star Lights by Patricia Waldrop A short story about a small southern town who learned the lesson of drunk driving. [1,747 words]
Slow Down by Jack M Brown Peter's world speeds up inexplicably while his doctor tries to figure out what's wrong, watching him ... [1,472 words]
She Dances Down By The River by Susan Brassfield Cogan Danger in the firelight. [453 words]
Shattered Reflection by Josh Anderson The second part of Serra's Swamp, she had run away again. [1,051 words]
Serra's Swamp by Josh Anderson AxeY's foridden love. The first in a series I hope to release slowly, I would really appreciate a... [1,131 words]
Red Flannels by Higgins The moons were shining. [383 words]
Poltergeist Inc. Part Two by E Rocco Caldwell Hilliard Aerospace has a secret.... [390 words]
Poltergeist Inc. Part One by E Rocco Caldwell One corporation has figured out how to defeat it's competitors...cut all energy cost ... [683 words]
Next Time Father... by Josh Anderson The fourth part to the series of Serra's Swamp. Please check it out! [915 words]
Lost Christmas by Abbie Angel - [379 words]
Look Of Death by Josh Anderson The 5th part to serra's swamp. PLEASE read, it would be so much appreciated! :), thanks everyone. [789 words]
His Desire And Her Love by Josh Anderson Part three of Serra's Swamp, please review as im not so sure about this one. This one i... [542 words]
Halls Of Residence by Jack M Brown Blood, sweat, tears. The best of university education. But will the run-down Halls of Reside... [1,968 words]
Grandpappy's Red Flannels by Higgins The moon was out. [383 words]
Grake And Blues by Jack M Brown Nama 'Magician' Ustinov is convicted of genocide and sent to Hell. To get out early, he sets hi... [3,960 words]
Flight School by Mark A Stuart Story about a young boy's refusal to accept conventional wisdom. [1,733 words]
Fever by Angelique Armstrong A story about a young man who is contagious. [2,138 words]
Dying by Mark A Stuart Story of the coming death of a small town in SouthWest Geargia. [1,227 words]
Dying For A Memory by Abbie Angel When there is nothing left, what can you do? [228 words]
Driving Miss Rachel by Mark A Stuart Some advice on dealing with new drivers in your household. [719 words]
Dragon's Law by Richard Dragon If you like hard-boiled detective in the classic sense, this is for you. I'm a gumshoe by trade an... [1,826 words]
Diwali Surprise by Inchara Its about how a middle class family who could not afford much had a surprise diwali celebration... [1,165 words]
Dirty City by Abbie Angel Abbie Angel is running, hiding in a concrete and glass jungle. [696 words]
Comparisons by Mark A Stuart Being thankful for the things that you don't have. [1,020 words]
Charity by Mark A Stuart Lessons of about human kindness and the shortage thereof. [3,818 words]
Blood In The Snow by Josh Anderson An experiment... I decided to take one of my poems and turn it into a short story, im not sur... [285 words]
Bad Habits by Mark A Stuart Sometimes old habits aren't useful in new places. [710 words]
Angel Of The Morning Calm by Steven L Howard On his first overseas assignment he ignored the advice of seniors and almost lost it ... [13,863 words]
And The Light Returns !!! …” by Partha Pratim Majumder God finds out the earth with values eroded. To him, erosion of values means absolu... [1,392 words]
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The Dance Of A Lifetime by Courteney L Davison An english 8 assignment on a perfect moment. [160 words]
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Dad's Christmas Tree by Ruby Alexandra Beloz The year was 1967 when Dad came home with a different type of Christmas Tree? [1,263 words]

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TITLE (EDIT)
For What I'd Give
DESCRIPTION
This is the 6th and possibly final part to Serra's swamp, Axey finally begins to realize the feeling that Serra really holds within as he pleas with a god, for her happiness and for her to feel love.
This could be the last installment as I was unsure of its success (hardly any reviews), and im unsure of where the story will go. Only time will tell, which path it will take.
[1,078 words]
TITLE KEYWORD
Romance
AUTHOR
Josh Anderson
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
I am a 16 year old guy from Australia, i love to write, draw, paint etc. I program computer software and games. I love to play pool, poker (Anything gambling orientation HeHe). I am a student, I love my photography. I also do Audio Sampling (Mixing of music, D.J. sorta thing). Um, if you wanna know more or whatever, email me: josh_behappy@hotmail.com :) Peace Out!
[June 2005]
AUTHOR'S E-MAIL ADDRESS
josh_behappy@hotmail.com
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (194)
Aaron (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is aaron to me? [11 words]
Affinity (Poetry) I think I have an affinity for certain people and things. It's cool... I think. [89 words]
All I See Is You (Poetry) Pretty self explanitory, love poetry. [111 words] [Romance]
Ambition And Destruction (Poetry) My second poem. About how your ambitions will usually destroy your hopes. §¿° Åxë¥ °¿§ [69 words] [Teenage]
An In-Paradox (Poetry) I wrote it whilst in my usual nightly daze. Im not so sure about it, a bit small and suspect :/ And im not even sure if In-Paradox is even a word. Oh well Please review it and tel me what you think. [30 words] [Teenage]
Anger And Pain (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Anger and Pain... [28 words]
Anywhere But There... (Poetry) We all have a place we do not like to be... [48 words]
Ash's In My Fall (Poetry) Lonely brings back the best memories doesnt it? (not). The night that Ash, was my fall. [257 words]
Aura Of Corruption (Poetry) Short but once again it means alot to me. Another inner-battle one, self destruction of the mind. [92 words] [Teenage]
Because I Cry (Songs) Lyrics. Think Korn, Nine Inch Nails, SlipKnot, Stone Sour, Limp Bizkit. This one means a lot to me, I would be very grateful if you read and reviewed it. [476 words]
Black Rose Garden (Poetry) I wrote this late tonight, just came to me, I'd appreciate your input. Thanks. [47 words]
Bleeding Eyes Of Souls (Poetry) This poem is supposed to show the evolution of inner hate. Typical josh... Well please review, as I am trying to start doing more poems that evolve and change seemlessly (like a buy 1 get 1 free... lo... [148 words] [Teenage]
Blood In The Snow (Short Stories) An experiment... I decided to take one of my poems and turn it into a short story, im not sure whether it is good but I would love each and every review you can give, good or bad, thanks in advance. I... [285 words]
Brittney (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is brittney to me? [13 words]
Caress 2 (Poetry) Yeah... that. [167 words]
Caught In The Moment (Songs) Love / Relationship song, The song is supposed to be vocal and acoustic, in a very mellow sort of tone and speed. Hopefully one day this will be dedicated to somebody. [270 words] [Relationships]
Chaos And Peace (Poetry) Love - A choice between a chaotic fight that you want to win, you would love to fight, or a peaceful path that you are not necesseraly happy with. [57 words] [Teenage]
Cihtog (Poetry) Dark temptation. [52 words]
Click (Poetry) Rhyme turned poem, strange style and twist. [85 words]
Companionship (Poetry) For what I'd give for just one night in your companionship. [126 words]
Computer ‘Hackers’ ‘Nerds' (Reference) Ever wondered what shaped and does shape the computer hacker / nerd / programmer? Well I have taken my time to try to explain what it is that makes us who we are, this may just be in the case of mysel... [1,605 words]
Corridors And Brick Walls (Poetry) Sometimes it seems that no matter how hard you run, theres always another wall. [125 words] [Teenage]
Counting Codes (Compulsion) (Poetry) I'm sure we all have a leaning towards some kind of compulsive behavior, drinking, counting, playing, talking, drugs, gambling, cutting, sleeping, control, organization, saving animals, vegetarian, an... [181 words] [Teenage]
Crazy Children (Poetry) Pyro children, roam your street. [69 words]
Crimson Butterfly (The Wounded) (Poetry) This is like usual my mind on a page, *but* this poem was inspired by an avatar displaying ~ A red butterfly and red veins, with the comment “The Wounded…” [143 words]
Cupid (Songs) Lyrics. Think Seether, Korn, Nine Inch Nails, Maybe even Nickel Back or Creed. [454 words]
Cut The Cord (Poetry) About cutting your puppet masters cords, if you have one. Not very good in my opinion. Please Review. [32 words] [Teenage]
Dancing Happily (Poetry) Serenity, a dance so peaceful, loving. Please check it out, its a little different. [168 words] [Romance]
Dark Ranger (Poetry) Um... a poem about a ranger of the night. [92 words]
Dark Vast Burn (Poetry) The second of the dark motion. Im still not sure about these. Contains SI. [105 words] [Teenage]
Death Bed Fed On Pain (Poetry) Love, confusion, depression, anxiety and anything else that can be added to an emotional milkshake... [244 words]
Death (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) What is this death you speak of? [10 words]
Decay Or Life (Poetry) About whether events in life are full of life, or just a decay that creates a tainted half-life. [55 words] [Teenage]
Delerium (Poetry) Drugs are bad and dealers are the scum of the earth! This is a wake up call for all dealers and buyers, STOP IT BEFORE YOU KILL YOURSELF! [228 words]
Demon's Host (Poetry) Demons lurk within the host vessels mind, ones that seem not to fade with time. [201 words]
Dice (Poetry) Experiment; I would like you, personally, to fill every second line with the word that Comes to mind, whether it rhymes / Flows or not. Just an idea ( my answers {the original piece} are down at the B... [56 words]
Dinner (Songs) - [780 words]
Disjointed Hatred (Poetry) I Think It Has Something To Do With Hatred... [96 words]
Drowning (Sweep Me Away) (Poetry) Sort of relates to the dark vast burn. Not very good. [65 words] [Teenage]
Dust (Poetry) Dust is all that seems to trail me. [130 words]
Eins Exorcise (Poetry) Originaly I wrote this in german. If you believe I should post the German version also, please tell me, and I will :) [818 words]
Endless Skies (Poetry) Once again, this is a rare side of me that few get to see. Another love one, about love and a partner for life, your true love. [47 words] [Teenage]
Escape Esc (Songs) Another song. When u read it, think of Linkin Park / Evanescence / KoRn / Seether. Hope it is an enjoyable read. [258 words]
Escape It Till Light (Poetry) Part of the document series, but of a nicer nature an in between. [56 words] [Teenage]
Eurasia Underground V5 - A Future So Close (Narrative Proposition) (Short Stories) Pilot chapter for a series of stories, game and fanime (fan created anime series (created by underground communities themselves)) This is more of a lead in to the story to come, if you think it would ... [676 words]
Evan (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is evan to me? [10 words]
Failures Defeat (Poetry) The defeat that you face when you fail... [75 words] [Teenage]
Feel (Poetry) How does it feel, not to feel at all? [149 words]
Fine Weather For Ducks (Short Stories) Love Short Story in poetry form. Inspired by the meeting of a friend of mine, I had a really romantic little movie playing in my head that was overlayed over the meeting, so I thought I'd collaborate ... [1,683 words] [Romance]
Flaw (Poetry) Im not sure how do describe it, other than a flaw... [123 words]
Flying Strong (Poetry) This is the next, it is very short but I means alot to me. [31 words] [Teenage]
Foggy Stream (Poetry) Love / Emotion / Mind poetry. [135 words]
For Evermore (Poetry) About a feeling of for evermoreness, though its not even a word, lol, u know what I mean. [66 words] [Teenage]
Forest (Poetry) Figure out the meaning for yourself, this piece is each to his / her own. [53 words]
Fractured Core (Poetry) This is my third poem, It was written whilst I was affected by a strange feeling in-between love and confusion. [76 words] [Teenage]
Front Row Seats To My Own Insanity (Poetry) Feeling crazy? I am. [157 words]
General Inspection (Novel To Be) (Short Stories) The beginnings of a murder mystery / psychological thriller / horror short story or novel. Please read and review as I need public input to know this pieces worth. Thank you for all who have the time ... [1,670 words] [Thriller]
Get Away From Me (Songs) Yet another song. When u read it, think of Linkin Park / Evanescence / KoRn / Seether. Especially KoRn. Hope it is an enjoyable read. [319 words]
Grip (Poetry) This is pretty small, sadistic and shity, I don't like it but I thought I may as well post it, others might. [37 words] [Teenage]
Hard To Love (Songs) Lyrics for song. Read for yourself. Hope it is a pleasurable read. [360 words]
Hate (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) What is hate? [6 words]
He Chuckles (Poetry) He laughed so arrogantly. Well now its my turn. [97 words] [Teenage]
Her Piano (Poetry) Some love poetry, finally! [79 words] [Romance]
Hide And Go Freak (Songs) Lyrics. Think Korn, Nine Inch Nails, SlipKnot, Stone Sour, Limp Bizkit. (Course Language, as you would espect) [347 words]
Him (Part One) (Poetry) … Gee, its about someone, but I just don't know who… I decided I needed to iron these out, just let me out for a little while. [266 words]
His Desire And Her Love (Short Stories) Part three of Serra's Swamp, please review as im not so sure about this one. This one is more love related. [542 words]
His Marks (Poetry) Another of the new origin documents, aboutthe markings he has begun to bear. [77 words] [Teenage]
His Perfect Solution (Poetry) Document of new origin no. ive lost count. About the solution he created, the solution which would last. [51 words] [Teenage]
Hoeho (Poetry) The night in all of it's dark beauty, and a certain creature that dwells within. Purposely slow paced poem. Haven't posted anything for ages... [88 words] [Fantasy]
Hold My Hand (Poetry) Please check this one out, its a special love one :). [119 words] [Romance]
How Come? (Poetry) So close yet so far away... [103 words]
Hugh (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is hugh to me? [15 words]
Hurt You... (Poetry) Some long overdue love poetry. My Muse has been grumpy lately ;) [141 words]
Hymn Of Rage (Poetry) Poetic Manifestation Of Rage. [245 words]
I Ask Why... (Poetry) Why is it that so many things and so many people have that evil tendency to destroy others spirits? [53 words] [Teenage]
I Blame Myself (Songs) Yet another song. When u read it, think of Linkin Park / Evanescence / KoRn / Seether. Hope it is an enjoyable read. [557 words]
I Thaught I Knew You (Poetry) The below poem contains explicit language. I'm sorry but I was angry when I wrote it, so bite me. lol. [54 words] [Teenage]
I Want You To Know (Poetry) What I just wish I could say, but I can't. [68 words] [Mind]
I Wish You Could See (Poetry) This is for someone, if they know who they are, good. If they don't, well dang it. Please read everyone, its for everyones eyes ;) [116 words]
Im Not Afraid (Poetry) I'm not afraid of it, its just something keeping me here... [172 words]
In My Dreams, Wildest (Poetry) In my dreams is where I see you. [63 words] [Romance]
Incapacitated (Poetry) The affect of time on open and closed wounds. Does it work for you? [68 words] [Teenage]
Inconspiquous (Poetry) Attempts at hiding what you hold. Please read, and thanks in advance :) [79 words] [Teenage]
Irina's Poem (Poetry) This is for you ina, we love you, know it and hold it, never let go. [274 words] [Self-Help]
Jack Fetch Me (Poetry) Deals with divinity can not be undone... [117 words]
Jake (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is jake to me? [9 words]
Janus Leeola (Poetry) Inspired by three people I know, and a graffiti art. [110 words]
Jessie (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is jessie to me? I loved my dog... [12 words]
Joshua (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who am I to me? [10 words]
Katerpillar (Poetry) Romance: Sensual meeting and first true kiss... [118 words] [Romance]
Larrissa (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is larrissa to me? [15 words]
Last Kiss (Poetry) Once again, many of you are going to kick up a stink, just deal with it. Reviews are appreciated from those that can look past subject matter. Love and gratitude, [228 words]
Life (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) What is life to me? [7 words]
Like A New Disease (Songs) Rock / Rap. Rock singer in normal write, emcee in '[ ]' square brackets. This is for all the people who feel this way. Soldier On. [392 words] [Mind]
Little Glass World (Poetry) - [70 words]
Look At Me Now (Poetry) When I go... [180 words]
Look Of Death (Short Stories) The 5th part to serra's swamp. PLEASE read, it would be so much appreciated! :), thanks everyone. [789 words]
Looking Into Your Eyes (Down) (Poetry) When you realise why, you realise what, you hurt and want it to stop. [62 words] [Teenage]
Loosing You (Songs) Just a song about how I lost my best friend. [313 words] [Drama]
Lost Again (Poetry) A tale of broken love and suicide. [262 words]
Love As A Bond (Poetry) The rare side of me only few get to see... I wrote it whilst thinking deeply about love and where it is, listening to calm love ballards. [49 words] [Teenage]
Love Shiver (Poetry) Romance Poetry I Suppose. [147 words] [Romance]
Love (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) What love is to me. [7 words]
Lovely Phoenix (Poetry) I think love has found me. Maybe. [130 words]
Loves Torment (Poetry) The feeling of guilt, guilt that isnt even guilt at all, dont know what its called, but this has to do with it in the wa of love and help. [89 words] [Teenage]
Luke (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is luke to me? [11 words]
Melodramatic Idiocy (Poetry) Apologies that are well over due, these words can't express my feeling towards my actions, but I hope at least they try. I'm sorry for all that grief, all the sorrow and confusion. [384 words]
Mend It For Now (Poetry) Please check this one out. Typical content. [121 words] [Teenage]
Meteor Shower (Poetry) - [146 words]
Mind Rot (Poetry) - [55 words]
Misadventure (Poetry) The misadventure of some pyromaniac kids. Hopefully bringing a joke smile to all. :) [165 words] [Comedy]
Missunderstood (Poetry) Who are we, who am I, I still ask myself. [63 words] [Teenage]
Music Box Beginning (Poetry) A music box plays a haunting tune... [521 words]
Mute Angel Canvas (Poetry) What happened to my dear angel? [452 words]
My Angels Within (Poetry) Angels that lie within, we all have them. [149 words] [Teenage]
My Blinded Eyes (Poetry) About the pain I hide and the favour I have, empathy, something I wish not, unless requested. [31 words] [Teenage]
My Heart In A Hand (Poetry) Love. The girl 'o my dreams exists! And this is how I feel :) [79 words] [Romance]
My Hollow Tree (Poetry) Am I straying from my path? [82 words] [Teenage]
My Knives Cold Caress (Poetry) The fourth of the documentation. Contains SI. [126 words] [Teenage]
My Poisonous Pin Flower (Poetry) Another of the document series, one of a newer origin than the last. Its also amazing how the ones who 'love' you and 'protect' you dont even notice. [128 words] [Teenage]
Necropolis (Poetry) - [157 words] [Horror]
Next Time Father... (Short Stories) The fourth part to the series of Serra's Swamp. Please check it out! [915 words]
Nick (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is nick to me? [6 words]
Night Club (Poetry) The kind of club you don't want to party in. [291 words]
Nightly Embrace (Poetry) Sad, sweet sentiment to my friends. All of you distant, faceless, unreachable, or that I see and talk to everyday. I love you all in the way a friend does, you keep me going. This is for you. [191 words]
No Compile (Songs) Yet another song. When u read it, think of Linkin Park's rap and r&b style songs / the prodigy / benny benassi or something similar. Hope it is an enjoyable read. [612 words]
Project Chyooryooku Akiraka (Short Stories) Sci-Fi, about how the world has a Chi and how the people who inhabbit it are linked and effect it. [1,157 words] [Fan Fiction]
Puppet Smile (Songs) Yet another song. When u read it, think of Linkin Park / Evanescence / KoRn / Seether. Hope it is an enjoyable read. [407 words]
Pushing Away (Songs) Yet another song. When u read it, think of Linkin Park / Evanescence / KoRn / Seether. Hope it is an enjoyable read. [1,041 words]
Raged (Poetry) When you are angry, what can you do... I bottle it until I will eventually explode. [54 words] [Teenage]
Rausch (Poetry) (Means Ecstasy) Lust and desire, physical expression. [496 words]
Reasons... (Poetry) An inner-pain that was produced, a synthetic veil created by your mind that you try to understand. Warning: Contains SI's. [91 words] [Teenage]
Rebecca (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is rebecca to me? [14 words]
Reverie Ecstasy (Poetry) A poem about the fantasy of love the mind can create. [268 words] [Romance]
Rift In A Soul (Poetry) This poem is almost a song more than a poem. It is about scars in your mind or body. [100 words] [Teenage]
Samurai Onikage (Demon Child Warrior) (Poetry) - [296 words]
Sarah (Haiku Poem) (Poetry) Who is sarah to me? [14 words]
Sated On Pain (Poetry) Another newer origin document. Of the pains sate. [62 words] [Teenage]
Searching For Water (Poetry) Some people are very shallow, but one day they may change. [133 words]
Selbstmord Selbmörderisch (Poetry) Selbstmord (german) For all lost souls departed, and those whove ever felt like leaving. It would really mean a lot for me if any of you could read and review, thank you. [156 words]
Self Punishment (Poetry) I honestly can't describe this one besides, that its about punishing yourslef for what you can't help. [78 words] [Teenage]
Sensual Daydream- (Poetry) A sensual daydream? or am I awake? [261 words] [Romance]
Serra's Swamp (Short Stories) AxeY's foridden love. The first in a series I hope to release slowly, I would really appreciate as many reviews as possible on this one, it took me a while. Any critisism is more than welcome. Sorry f... [1,131 words]
Shadow World (Poetry) A shadow world so well created... [72 words]
Shattered Reflection (Short Stories) The second part of Serra's Swamp, she had run away again. [1,051 words]
Sightings Of Love (Poetry) I believe in Karma, and true loves / soul mates, but the problem is, when will they show themsleves, or when will you find them. [52 words] [Teenage]
Skeleton's Cloak (Poetry) The skeleton, shrouded by the cloak of darkness and ignorance. [78 words]
Slipping Away From Me (Short Stories) The 7th part of Serra's swamp, suspense filled, and back on track… I hope. Theres another to come quickly, cant quite finish it though. [1,145 words]
Smudge (Songs) Lyrics. Think Cold Play, Evanescence, Avril Lavigne, Limp Bizkit (Like Behind Blue Eyes), Rammstein (slow like Klavier) [201 words]
Snow Storm (Poetry) - [130 words]
So I Pray (Poetry) Mortals can never marry the gods. [430 words]
So Many Ways (26 Reasons) (Poetry) Well, no the 26 arent in it, they are each seeded in my poems, this was to almost compile their meaning. [66 words] [Teenage]
Soul To Soul (Poetry) Says it all. Please check it out. [61 words] [Teenage]
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Stereotypes (Poetry) Stereotypes ruin society and people, please read. [67 words]
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For What I'd Give
Josh Anderson

As the embers blew away, in the wind of the night, they danced, vivid, burning orange. Axey's heart was filled with such passion, it raced and beat so faster than before. He was alive, living like never before.
As his pulse rose, his mind dove once again in a spiral of decay and misery. It was winning once again.
As the fire crackled and spewed more embers to the wind, he was caught up in its power.
He looked at Serra, now returning the look she was giving before, as he looked into her eyes, his pulse pounded, and raced. The look upon her face, she wanted comfort, she needed love, but both were too afraid.
He slowly edged his way across, the leafy ground, hand held out the moonlight catching the metal bracelets and bracers. His fingers were held low, and his hand was facing up.
Serra read his body language, he was submissive and a passion and feeling she had seen little before, was burning in his eyes, she knew of his feelings, but could not return, could not comprehend, what he suggested was absurd.
As he began to pull his hand away, she gasped, whimpered and said, “Please don't.”
She raised her hand to meet with his, its language reading weariness and a want to give in.
As their fingers touched, his heart it raced, he held tight, never to let go again.
As Axey moved over to Serra, the embers they danced, once more in the night so bright.
He lay down, back and wings against the tree, slowly jesting her closer with his hand in hers. He looked at the ground in front of him and back at her. As Serra rose, her hair swayed in the breeze, it covered half of her face, how seductive and enshrouded this made her look.
She lay on the ground in front of him, snuggling, nestling in tight.
Serra spoke, her voice so soft, “Comfort me Axey, I feel so alone, everyday I'm alone, I break to the bone.”
She held his hand to her cheek, and he could feel the warm tears slowly caressed his hand, as they trickled down his wrist, across his arm and to the ground.
“When I am around you Serra, I don't need to keep running, lying and crying. There's no need to bleed, there's no need to cry, I'm with you and that's all that matters.”
With his other arm, he embraced her, rubbing his hand, his fingers so delicately down her arm, comforting her, making her feel more secure.
“But, Axey I fear, for love I hold dear, but this I cannot give or receive, I'm not capable of love at this time, and I can't understand why you want to be mine, so determined, so sweet, but I cannot give in, I can't love right at this time.”
Axey looked so hurt and ashamed, why could, why had he not realized before, that Serra was so self determinedly insecure, she had felt so lost and betrayed, so hurt, so defiled, so alone. He was a fool for even pondering this, a life with such love.
He hid now his crying, but not tears for himself, he was used to walking alone, no body to love, the reason he wept was for a favor, up above. He couldn't bare that Serra be alone, or even be like she had. What he wished was for somebody to love her, for her to realize, so many people love her inside, never matter if they did see the path of past, present, future, he just wanted Serra to feel love, to feel loved, to be happy. He would gladly give his life, so painfully and so proud, if only this would bring her this vision she had seemed to have lost, even if the one to show her the way was another. He so wanted to see that smile on her face, a smile that was real, a smile she could feel, even if for him it had to be viewed from nirvana.
He sniffled, quietly, trying to hide his thoughts and feelings.
“Serra, I fear I must go, if you don't want my company, my love, my friendship and companionship, than I must leave, I cannot let you hurt anymore, and if my presence is what you dislike, then I'll leave and let you rest tonight.”
The words from his mouth were meant, they were true, but he hated them because they meant the end of something he wanted so much, too heal another, to make them feel, loved again, to open their eyes, he couldn't explain these feelings he had, all he knew was to write them down, inside of his head.
'Of power,
All that I have left,
My life I'd gladly give,
For your happiness,
Your sight renewed,
If only you would know,
Not just a feeling,
But subliminal choice,
Mating for life and creating a voice,
If not for me,
Then I must stand down,
My feelings,
Must ebb,
They must cause you to drown,
As I feel you want me,
To step aside,
A thought I hold,
Whilst in my stride,
If not for me,
Than for another,
I wish you to open,
To love,
To feel love so grand,
To hold forever to that hand,
Of loving partnership,
And trust so gold,
Lies die so cold,
Express so bold,
The love you should hold for one another,
Remember this as you go to sleep,
I'd dry your tears,
Hear not a peep,
But because,
Of your path,
Such wind,
I must give you some time,
But if after this not work,
Step down and feel eternal,
Remember this,
I'd give my life,
Or anything you ask,
Power grand give her the hope,
Give her the strength,
The time,
The mind,
To leave what haunts,
To leave what taunts,
And love for the rest of time…'
As Axey cried and thought, to himself so quite, he broke the embrace and said, “I'll be back Serra Cait, just a moment in time, I have something to do, I have something to find. Be it tomorrow or a year in passing, I'll have something more to give, even if I'm gone, inside someone it will live.”
With that he stood and walked away into the dark.

All night he sat, quill and paper, mind alive, he wrote the passage, the poem of earlier thought. He returned, when finished, to the makeshift camp, and as she slept he placed it in the chain of his he gave, so in the morning she would read, and even if she cried, in spirit he would be there to try and dry her eyes…
Of both their paths in life, from behind to in front, none were sure, none understood, but some things created would never leave, for life lessons both had hopefully learned.

 

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"I think this one was my favourite out of htem all although there was another i really liked. Great work, but i dont think you should end it there even if it takes you a while let us know where their paths take them..." -- Rebecca.
"Thank you so much rebecca :), that means alot to me. Once again thank you so so very much." -- Josh / AxeY.

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