ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
Scars were her poison always ugly in day ripped her own heart out as if to say: sing not to me I care not at all I am who I'll be or I'll be not at all [May 2006]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (66) A World With You (Poetry) - [49 words] After Dark (Poetry) I used to really like the nighttime... [74 words] As Bad As I Make It (Poetry) - [51 words] Bad Answers (Poetry) It's ok on the surface. [60 words] Beauty Of Horror (Poetry) - [87 words] Begging Forgiveness (Poetry) - [60 words] Broken Tears (Songs) Had a weird afternoon... inspired a song... I hope this one is less confusing to everyone than the last one I posted! [279 words] Canyon (Poetry) More adventures in cutting. [18 words] Caress (Poetry) Took excerpts from In Watermelon Sugar by Richard Brautigan and The Knife by Richard Selzer and made them into a poem. really focused on style in this one... [76 words] Comfort (Poetry) - [120 words] Coming Together (Poetry) For now I am calling it a work in progress, but would appreciate feedback on whether it sounds incomplete or not. [109 words] Daybreak (Poetry) - [75 words] Devil Screams (Songs) I don't like it. maybe you will. or maybe i'll just delete it tomorrow. [130 words] Doomed To Be Free And Fanciful (Poetry) - [75 words] For Leah (Poetry) Because I now know why one isn't sainted until after death. [61 words] Forcing Eternity (Poetry) I'm so impatient. [93 words] Getting Ahead (Songs) Well, if you can't get ahead in life, you choose the next best thing, perhaps... [206 words] Hand-In-Hand (Poetry) - [53 words] I Hate Making Titles 2 (Songs) Song. [128 words] Identity (Poetry) - [134 words] In Time (Poetry) A real enough place. [99 words] Lawrence (Poetry) The [brief] story of a man. [95 words] Like A Hot Knife Through Butter (Short Stories) - [281 words] Like Waking (Poetry) - [86 words] Likely (Poetry) - [62 words] Losing (Poetry) - [103 words] Mirror Games (Poetry) - [135 words] My Lamb (Songs) Not sure what it is... I call it a song only because I sang it while I wrote it... but it could quite possibly be a poem, too. The way it's sung, it's sweet and smooth when it starts, then gets faster... [71 words] My Last Night With Her (Short Stories) A quick story. [448 words] My Soul Is A Hole (Poetry) - [92 words] Needless (Poetry) - [60 words] Never Let Me Go (Songs) - [311 words] Nothing But Touch (Short Stories) Haven't had inspiration lately, so I picked ten random words and wrote around them. [239 words] Ode To Losing Late Nights (Poetry) Stupid ramblings about losing stuff ... like the love of your life ... [90 words] Once I Hit The Ground (Poetry) - [99 words] Passion's Ruins (Poetry) - [56 words] People (Poetry) A little mindlessness. [41 words] Please Every Night (Poetry) Don't wake me up. [72 words] Raven (Poetry) - [83 words] Released (Poetry) - [37 words] Ringing Of War (Songs) Just a song... [204 words] Rodents And Reptiles (Poetry) - [68 words] Schism (Songs) I posted this before, but it disappeared somehow... it's a song kind of like "not my god" which I wrote a while ago.. I suppose you could call it part 2. [269 words] Silent Stalker (Poetry) - [59 words] Sisters (Poetry) - [80 words] Slave (Poetry) You decide who/what it's about... [58 words] Smooth White Plastic (Poetry) - [113 words] So Bold A Man (Poetry) Inspired by one of the many amazing paintings by Zdislaw Beksinski who just recently passed away. (http://www.novumgallery.pl/beksinski/bex4.html) [72 words] Soft (Poetry) - [115 words] Someone Without You (Poetry) I despise trying to do this. [84 words] Summer Song (Poetry) It comes and goes on its own accord... [120 words] Take Me Home (Songs) I dunno about this one... it sounded good when I sang it, but the chorus might be too long, making it too repetitive... and besides that, it might just suck. tell me what you think. [179 words] Taking Control Of What Is Mine (Poetry) - [32 words] That Bed (Poetry) Was at my parents' place this weekend and it felt so weird... [24 words] The Best Of Me (Poetry) - [202 words] The Novel China Doll (Poetry) Seen too many things like it. [52 words] The Wild Flee (Short Stories) An ode to imaginary friends. [471 words] The Worst Thing (Poetry) - [83 words] Think Of Me (Poetry) I cry so often over him lately... [169 words] This Heart (Poetry) - [60 words] To Warm Me (Poetry) I guess it's a poem. [147 words] Tool Of The Gods (Poetry) - [104 words] Twisted Figures (Short Stories) Just wrote it down as it came to mind.. no sense or anything :) [294 words] Ultimately At Your Service (Poetry) - [82 words] Unrest (Poetry) Another short one. [28 words] Wschod Slonca Krwawy (Poetry) - [95 words]
Going Down Rae
don't get cross with me, boy
it's a long way back from hell
and these voices in your head
are winning over your fear
you can hear something out there moving
and I can tell you when it's coming back
you can scream your dear heart out
but this is the base of reality
the distant chain gang
is pounding out a melody for you
get to them if you can
and maybe you can save everyone
but don't you feel the nagging
the lazy heat of terror in your chest
it is nothing but a warm glow to me
now I've been here such a long time
but long ago you crossed paths with angels
daggers of peace, too straight to accept
would you offer up your soul?
you were going too far down for that
your most hair-raising nightmares
melted into some treasured commemorative
of the time your sanity burst into a million insects
and came crawling to my feet
licking straight from the razor
didn't your tongue turn to poison?
it turned to something heartrending
to occupy your time and remains of your mind
the loose strings of concern
are in a knot in your hands
it's too late to wish you weren't here
the swamp is stirring
what kind of reptilian horrors
do you have hidden in the abyss?
all the torment you let go
still has ahold of you
you were simply dying for release
praying for a deaf ear
to hold against the toll of the demon's bells
the familiar voices beckoning you home
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