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How I have learned to leave with sum pains in life and how i've gotten so used to them that i'm started to like the pain and starting to expext it to happen.Sounds crazy...it is [270 words]
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Living With The Pain Jay Little
Everyday i awake in a room of my own problems
the only light is un-reachable
and not only that the walls are closing in fast
the air is getting thin
and the only thing i can think
here we go again
Same troubles same pain
no tears left
and now i'm used to pain
learning to live with it
as if i was born with it
in my world everyday it rains
i truely haven't seen the sun in many days
Cursed with this curse
to expect the worst
like it was meant to happen
My brain bounces back and forth
off the right and wrong side of my head
thinking about the right and
having strong thoughts about the wrong
Thinking what can go wrong
Having nightmares when i day-dream
and crazy thoughts when i go to sleep
but i don't really get no sleep
cause i'm too busy thinking crazy things
my life ain't good don't care if death take me
i don't wanna die but i think crazy things
My mind is so different so negitive
maybe one good thought rolls
down my street once-a-week
but i don't even see it cause my crazy thoughts
are confusing me
Suddenly i find myself
letting the pain take me over
not even fighting it any more
as the good exits and the evil enters
i notice that i'm starting to like it
maybe even love it
i'm welcoming the evil
and becoming the best of it
beginning to be pleased
by the feeling of darkness
it's been a while
i been needing my heart fixed
but it's just been bleeding
life scarred it
as it bleeds and leaks
i learn to breathe
even though it should make me weak
yet it grows me stronger
Expect the worst
cause the worst is expecting me
cursed til the death of me
blessed with nothing
but the best of me
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