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TITLE (EDIT)
My Child, My Son, My Little Boy |
DESCRIPTION
Funny thing is... I don't even have a son... lol... but I feel the pain none-the-less.
[516 words] |
AUTHOR
Charity B Baez |
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
I have been writing since I was nine years old...this is the first time anyone has read my work....all feedback is appreciated.
[April 2006] |
AUTHOR'S E-MAIL ADDRESS
heaven23bx@yahoo.com |
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (21)
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Damn! I Fell.... (Poetry) I fell....in Love. [322 words]
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For Now.... (Poetry) For now...things are as they should be.... [175 words]
I Sit And I Write (Poetry) A reason as to why its hard for me to share. [143 words]
I'm Truly Tired.... (Poetry) I'm truly truly tired...and I want to give in....but cant... [150 words]
Just Thoughts..... (Poetry) Just thoughts running through my mind.....at a crazy point in my life..... [191 words] [Romance]
La Otra Mujer (Poetry) The Other Woman [206 words]
Lost....Again.... (Poetry) Ever found yourself lost...time and time again? [137 words] [Mind]
Love....My Love (Poetry) My idea of love. [126 words] [Relationships]
New School Kinda Love (Poetry) Just my thoughts and views on Love in today's world. [287 words]
Not Ready... (Poetry) This is a spoken word piece...totally puttin myself out there.... [397 words]
Old School Kinda Love (Poetry) This is the kinda love i'm looking for...it's a spoken word piece...so u might not be able to catch the flow...but here it is nonetheless... [370 words] [Romance]
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The Complexity Of Simplicity (Poetry) How hard can the simple things be? [147 words]
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Why? The Question Of My Life..... (Poetry) Just asking a question and hopefully finding the answer within. [311 words] [Mind]
You'll Never Know That (Poetry) Some things are just not ment for others to know. [118 words] [Relationships]
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My Child, My Son, My Little Boy
Charity B Baez
Like a thief in the night,
He comes through and steals your hearts.
With a smile, a look, a caress.
You wonder if he is the one, the only
As he whispers his undying love in your ears.
All the while staring at the next piece of ass passing by.
But you do not notice
Blinded by love, lust, need, desperation,
Longing to belong
A part of a union
A dream we dreamed since we were a dream of our mothers.
Since childbirth is has been implanted in our mind to
Cohabitate, Procreate, Never hate,
The one that supports us,
Loves us,
Provides for us.
But what about when he smacks me, kicks me, rapes me?
Cheats on me, beats on me, uses and abuses me?
Like a condom;
Slips me on,
Pours in his waste, his toxic energy, his refuse,
And then discards of me,
Flushes me down the fucking toilet with one hand;
While opening a new condom with the other.
Should I still love him then?
Still need him, want him, cherish him?
What about when he helps me make a baby?
Bonding with me like no other before.
Assisting in the formation, creation, transformation,
Of a little bit of him,
A little bit of me,
Shaken not stirred.
Creating the worlds most precious gift.
I look up and he’s out the door,
Faster than the doctor can say it’s a boy!
Nigga man enough to beat me.
Nigga man enough to put me in my place when I was eight months pregnant
With a slap in the face, cause I was too tired to give up the pussy.
Look at this nigga run,
From a 7pound 2 ounce baby boy.
Should I still love him,
Struggling with welfare
Who don’t care
About the well being,
Clothing,
Feeding,
Diaper changing,
Teething habits,
Of his little boy.
Should I still love him,
Trying to teach ABC’s,
123’s,
How to read,
Be all he can be,
To his little boy?
His little boy.
With his eyes,
His nose,
His smile….
Fuck that shit!
I won’t love him,
Want him,
Need him,
To complete me,
Valiidate me,
Degrade and humiliate me.
FUCK THAT SHIT!
I am a strong, independent woman,
Who can rise from the ashes and turn my life around
Like so many other single,
Abused,
Battered,
Women before me.
My child and I might be statistics,
But I will not allow my child,
My son,
My little boy;
To be some thief in the night
Stealing unsuspecting panties from trusting,
Vulnerable, little girls.
My child,
My son,
My little boy;
Will respect and accept
Where you used and abused.
He’ll cherish,
Love,
And commit.
Where you violated,
Cheated,
Hated.
My child,
My son,
My little boy;
Will be the king of his manor with his queen at his side;
Sharing,
Caring,
Dreaming together.
He’ll man up and take care of responsibilities;
Even though you bitched out and ran,
Like the pussy I should have seen u for from the gate.
I won’t teach him to be jaded,
Cynical,
Uncaring.
He’ll know what love is;
Cause although you never showed me how….
I manned up,
Stepped up to the plate
And although I am woman,
I taught him how to be ten times more of a man then you’ll ever be
And when you’re old,
Gray,
And lonely;
My child,
My son,
My little boy;
Will man up and give you the respect of stepping to your face,
Cock back his arm,
And with all his might,
Give you the biggest hug
And thank you for not being there for him.
Cause if you were….
He would have turned out just as fucked up as you!
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COPYRIGHT NOTICE
© 2006 Charity B Baez |
STORYMANIA PUBLICATION DATE
August 2006 |
NUMBER OF TIMES TITLE VIEWED
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