ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
Haven't written in awhile, using this to express feelings and emotions on... hold. And for spur of the moments thoughts too. Note: Most of my writing is metaphorical! [November 2004]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (27) Anguish (Poetry) Found this poem recently. Wrote it in high school. My, was I a sad, sad girl. I remember those depressed days of blasting NIN while I contemplated death. Glad I'm over it. [93 words] Betrayed (Poetry) Friendship- some people don't know the meaning. Anyway- this one probably needs more work too, but ah well~ I'm mad and had to write it out... suggestions welcome. [101 words] Contemplating (Poetry) Wrote this after I wrote Illumination when the Damn Devil was still hunting me... not sure if it's done, but ah, well... [81 words] Craving (Poetry) I wrote this in about 5 minutes and it probably shows- but I was craving and had to write it out of my system. [34 words] [Erotic] Detroit Begging (Poetry) Ok - I was pretty annoyed this morning that I was asked for some change by this panhandler who would not give up. When I said no, he asked me to check my coat, or maybe go back to my car to see if the... [269 words] Exhausted (Poetry) Rainy days... are sometimes downright depressing. Where is the sunshine?!?! This is what came out of one of those sucky days... I think it needs work, suggestions are welcomed. [45 words] Exorcism (Poetry) For The Devil- I'm going back into the Light. I cannot stay in the dark- eternal damnation is just not my thing. [98 words] For The Devil (Poetry) - [118 words] Furious (Poetry) Still so angry at an ex-boyfriend that turned psycho stalker on me. He put me through hell, caused me to have to move, and made me guarded and distrustful of all men. I saw him this weekend and sparke... [151 words] Hangover (Poetry) This is for Andrea... (And maybe Wade too, since he supplied most of our drinks!) For our night of craziness at 5th Avenue and Sevin involving kissing girls (not by me!), getting kicked off of the sta... [139 words] [Humor] Haunted (Poetry) And still he whispers... as I try to hang on. Temptation... can sometimes get the best of you... but I'm trying not to give in. [118 words] He Whispers (Poetry) I couldn't get this Devil (a poet, no less!) out of my thoughts any other way but to write him out... I'm wondering if the repetitive whispering works in this poem? Let me know. It sounds good without... [87 words] [Mind] His Shirt (Poetry) Funny how a piece of clothing can stir up moments in time... [102 words] Illumination (Poetry) Hmmm... Salvation was already taken... Ah, well... [119 words] Into The Darkness (Poetry) For The Devil. Thank you for corrupting my soul in the sweetest, slowest, and most gentle way possible. Damn you. =P [229 words] Jaded Eyes (Poetry) - [54 words] [Relationships] My Addiction (Poetry) I find myself addicted... [169 words] Run Away (Poetry) I'm restless and have this insane need to get away from everyone and everything... maybe I just need a vacation? Anyway, I was just trying to write it out of my system. [87 words] Spoon (Poetry) This poem is for Jonathan- as requested (demanded?! J/K). My promise has been kept. This came out of a conversation on cuddling and how great cuddling is... and then I guess the Devil got in my head a... [45 words] [Erotic] Stolen Kiss (Poetry) Thinking about this and reliving a nice, stolen moment... [214 words] Submerge (Poetry) Started in October 2003 and decided to work on it again. Not much of a free verser... Changed the name from Drawn to Drown (not available, so changed to Submerge), makes more sense with the new lines.... [37 words] Suffocated (Poetry) Writing things out as usual... [72 words] [Relationships] Tease (Poetry) I was recently told that I'm a tease- I guess I kind of am because I've stayed single and abstinent for over a year now. But, isn't teasing the funnest part? ;) This was just something I had fun with.... [216 words] Unbound (Poetry) This is pretty short, but I don't know, it seems to say everything for me. This is for Jon. [16 words] Waste (Poetry) Saw a picture and got mad again. Hate having him in my thoughts, so, I tried to write him out. Shall I replace "goodness" with kindness, integrity or decency? Lemme' know, I'll change it according to ... [20 words] Welcome (Poetry) (Reposted) My muse endeavored to inspire... Jonathan, this is for you. Don't forget to leave your door unlocked. Welcome because you always say I am. Welcome because you won't accept my thanks. [98 words] [Erotic] Window (Poetry) Broken hearts... Seems to be what's most written about. Found this last night. Written 01/28/96 after a heartbreaking fight at 6am in the morning. I watched my first true love sit in his car and cry a... [140 words]
Prayer Tessa
I need an angel to show me the way
For the devil is trying to lead me astray
He’s been haunting me in recent times
Whispering for me to take what’s not mine
I need an angel to show me the light
Remind my conscience what’s wrong and what’s right
The devil’s been trying to entice with temptation
To enter his dark world of lies and deception
Luring me with lust and ephemeral pleasure
I beg for an angel with most desperate measure
The devil whispers to me day in and day out
Making me question to whom I’m devout
I need an angel to help save my soul
To keep me safe from demonic control
I beg for my guardian angel to hasten to me
For the devil enchants me with his dark poetry
Intoxicated, I confess to have surrendered a kiss
Defenseless and weak, for his wicked charm persists
Angel, please, quicken your wings and hurry along
He’s drawing me closer for I’m no longer strong
He’s fast leading me into his shaded world of nether
Where I will suffer with my soul lost forever
Angel, to you I implore and beseech
To keep me from this devil’s long reach
Please come down from heaven up above
And save me from this demon’s nefarious love
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"Interesting. I hope your prayer works. Temptation is evil at times. I'm curious to see the outcome." -- M..
"Outstanding work Tessa!!! I have a certain Angel I call upon in situations like yours. I will talk to her and see if shes available for you. She is usually very busy because there are alot of those dark souls roaming trying to convert the good into bad." -- August.
""Where I may suffer and my soul lost forever" I think you loose a little impact with the doubt of suffering. How about "Where I will suffer with my soul lost forever". Just a thought." -- Sylvia.
"Nice work. Your best yet. Don't be afraid of the darkness though. We have all grown to love it around here." -- R. Bennett .
"The angels are within,the devils are without.Try finding your God within,lucifer is material interest and obsession and it is an external force ,there is no God in the external world only sin,thats why we as humans are turning to what is within ,with our new age interests,meditation,healing,higher knowledge (not religious incomplete mistranslated,external teachings)but higher earth information ex Reiki etc.The darkness and fear in the world can only exist as long as we invite it into our lives ,the images we and our families watch for most of our day is to deliberaty induce fear so we create the negative fearfull paranoid world in which evil thrives.But we change it with just a choice and the choice is Love.There are Tyrants all over the world and we are led to hate them ,but the real devils are leading us at home.The world is changing for good but most cant see it because they are not alowed to .There is a change of consciousness happening thats why you feel uneasy and dissolusioned.But the existence of angels is very very real,and they exist in the 7th heaven the 7 higher dimensions above our 3rd dimensional level which makes up part of our dense world.Do not fear because they are with you, all you have to do is invite them into you and you will join the rest of the awake humans who make up the earth family of light.Peace Love Enlightenment my friend...I hope this helps. " -- Stuart Eric Longridge, Belfast.
"M- I think I'm back on track now... August- I'm working on avoiding those dark ghouls!! Thanks for the offer- I may need to borrow your angel!! Sylvia- Thanks for the suggestion! It sounds much better now! R. Bennett- Thanks for the compliment! As for your invitation to darkness- I think I like being in the light. Although everyone does have their darkside, and I certainly have mine- I'm trying really hard not to go too deep into the shadows for fear of not being able to come back. ;) Stuart Eric- Thank you. I've looked within me and made the choice." -- Tessa.
"The angels are all around you, I hope you find them. Helen Keller said, "Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see a shadow." I much prefer the light over the darkness." -- JM.
"JM- Beautiful quote! I think I found my angel and am steering clear of the darkside." -- Tessa.
"It takes a lot of guts to put such a personal poem on here. Great job. Glad to hear everything id going well for you now." -- Steven T.
"It takes a lot of guts to use the title of a Disturbed song! LOL. " -- R. Bennett.
"Steven- Thanks. I'm working on a follow up... Seems like I'm teetering on the edge and I need to write it out again. R. Bennett- I like Disturbed but I wasn't familiar with that song, so I looked it up. Seems like their praying for the other team, huh? You and your darkside- figures! ;)" -- Tessa.
"Disturbed is definitely on my side of the playing field. In fact, they complete my starting line up along with TOOL, NIN, Static X, Marilyn Manson and Rob Zombie. I also like Rammstein, but all of their work is in German so most people can't understand it." -- R. Bennett.
"Hmmmm... Used to rock to those bands, except for Static X- may have to check them out. Rammstein, huh? Haven't heard that name since '96-'97? And it's not a surprise that you would dig their twisted lyrics!" -- Tessa.
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