ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
Scars were her poison always ugly in day ripped her own heart out as if to say: sing not to me I care not at all I am who I'll be or I'll be not at all [May 2006]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (66) A World With You (Poetry) - [49 words] After Dark (Poetry) I used to really like the nighttime... [74 words] As Bad As I Make It (Poetry) - [51 words] Bad Answers (Poetry) It's ok on the surface. [60 words] Beauty Of Horror (Poetry) - [87 words] Begging Forgiveness (Poetry) - [60 words] Broken Tears (Songs) Had a weird afternoon... inspired a song... I hope this one is less confusing to everyone than the last one I posted! [279 words] Canyon (Poetry) More adventures in cutting. [18 words] Caress (Poetry) Took excerpts from In Watermelon Sugar by Richard Brautigan and The Knife by Richard Selzer and made them into a poem. really focused on style in this one... [76 words] Comfort (Poetry) - [120 words] Coming Together (Poetry) For now I am calling it a work in progress, but would appreciate feedback on whether it sounds incomplete or not. [109 words] Daybreak (Poetry) - [75 words] Devil Screams (Songs) I don't like it. maybe you will. or maybe i'll just delete it tomorrow. [130 words] Doomed To Be Free And Fanciful (Poetry) - [75 words] For Leah (Poetry) Because I now know why one isn't sainted until after death. [61 words] Forcing Eternity (Poetry) I'm so impatient. [93 words] Getting Ahead (Songs) Well, if you can't get ahead in life, you choose the next best thing, perhaps... [206 words] Going Down (Poetry) - [224 words] Hand-In-Hand (Poetry) - [53 words] I Hate Making Titles 2 (Songs) Song. [128 words] Identity (Poetry) - [134 words] In Time (Poetry) A real enough place. [99 words] Lawrence (Poetry) The [brief] story of a man. [95 words] Like A Hot Knife Through Butter (Short Stories) - [281 words] Like Waking (Poetry) - [86 words] Likely (Poetry) - [62 words] Losing (Poetry) - [103 words] Mirror Games (Poetry) - [135 words] My Lamb (Songs) Not sure what it is... I call it a song only because I sang it while I wrote it... but it could quite possibly be a poem, too. The way it's sung, it's sweet and smooth when it starts, then gets faster... [71 words] My Last Night With Her (Short Stories) A quick story. [448 words] My Soul Is A Hole (Poetry) - [92 words] Needless (Poetry) - [60 words] Never Let Me Go (Songs) - [311 words] Nothing But Touch (Short Stories) Haven't had inspiration lately, so I picked ten random words and wrote around them. [239 words] Ode To Losing Late Nights (Poetry) Stupid ramblings about losing stuff ... like the love of your life ... [90 words] Once I Hit The Ground (Poetry) - [99 words] Passion's Ruins (Poetry) - [56 words] People (Poetry) A little mindlessness. [41 words] Please Every Night (Poetry) Don't wake me up. [72 words] Raven (Poetry) - [83 words] Released (Poetry) - [37 words] Ringing Of War (Songs) Just a song... [204 words] Rodents And Reptiles (Poetry) - [68 words] Schism (Songs) I posted this before, but it disappeared somehow... it's a song kind of like "not my god" which I wrote a while ago.. I suppose you could call it part 2. [269 words] Silent Stalker (Poetry) - [59 words] Sisters (Poetry) - [80 words] Slave (Poetry) You decide who/what it's about... [58 words] Smooth White Plastic (Poetry) - [113 words] So Bold A Man (Poetry) Inspired by one of the many amazing paintings by Zdislaw Beksinski who just recently passed away. (http://www.novumgallery.pl/beksinski/bex4.html) [72 words] Soft (Poetry) - [115 words] Someone Without You (Poetry) I despise trying to do this. [84 words] Summer Song (Poetry) It comes and goes on its own accord... [120 words] Take Me Home (Songs) I dunno about this one... it sounded good when I sang it, but the chorus might be too long, making it too repetitive... and besides that, it might just suck. tell me what you think. [179 words] Taking Control Of What Is Mine (Poetry) - [32 words] That Bed (Poetry) Was at my parents' place this weekend and it felt so weird... [24 words] The Novel China Doll (Poetry) Seen too many things like it. [52 words] The Wild Flee (Short Stories) An ode to imaginary friends. [471 words] The Worst Thing (Poetry) - [83 words] Think Of Me (Poetry) I cry so often over him lately... [169 words] This Heart (Poetry) - [60 words] To Warm Me (Poetry) I guess it's a poem. [147 words] Tool Of The Gods (Poetry) - [104 words] Twisted Figures (Short Stories) Just wrote it down as it came to mind.. no sense or anything :) [294 words] Ultimately At Your Service (Poetry) - [82 words] Unrest (Poetry) Another short one. [28 words] Wschod Slonca Krwawy (Poetry) - [95 words]
The Best Of Me Rae
so maybe you've got all you want
and life is frying eggs and making ice
and maybe you're all set
cutting your problems into little bites
'cause some things are good to chew
but mostly I swallow whole
not because I'm a bad person
but because that's all I know
we rearrange ourselves
to gain access to what we like best
we go through the sweat and the pain
we put up with the pests
just to get to this
where I'm falling down the same spiral
there are the same heart-piercing views
the same feelings unrivaled
I never mistook ignorance for bliss
I had my nose in everything
and if I had known it'd end like this...
well, I would have removed myself from everything
so I'm glad that you are well
and can't find time for the past
I, myself, don't live here either
I just remember what happened last
frozen in the air
so I can come back and caress them
are the words I can recall
and the way that I don't miss them
it's such bullshit when they tell you
that time heals all your pain
but it's true that time detaches you
and you simply can't feel the same
I know it's not what I wanted anyway
I know it was all insanity
I can sigh and be morose
but I know I still have the best of me
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"I understood this well...nice write" -- mattie.
"nicely done Rae...really love these lines "it's such bullshit when they tell you that time heals all your pain but it's true that time detaches you and you simply can't feel the same"" -- km.
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