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Wanting It To Be The End
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TITLE (EDIT)
Wanting It To Be The End |
DESCRIPTION
Getting a phone call from someone I knew from my dreadfull past.
As I then try to be happy behind this lieing mask.
The truth is that I'm falling apart.
Which I know isn't being very smart.
[227 words] |
TITLE KEYWORD
Drama |
AUTHOR
Nicky Rothschild |
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
I live in Pheonix, Arizona and out going type of a person. So far, my intrests in for a carrer are either music or interior desgining; or if I am lucky acting. I love to dance and will mainly dance to any song that has a great beat to it. I listen to hip hop, rap, raggaetone, R&B, pop, some rock, and country. I'm very loyal to my friends and will stick up for them if they are being threatened. Other then that, I have a little sister who is 7 years apart from me and my father owns a restruant and for my mother she works at a gas station. I also love to meet new people and gain more friends and I am always here to listen if someone has a problem. So well that is all about me, if you want to know more... well just ask, please or you can talk to me if you want as well. Also...if people love one of my short stories I will make a series out of it. Well that is it, thank you for reading. Have a great day.
~Nicky
[September 2006] |
AUTHOR'S E-MAIL ADDRESS
Night_Dreamer12@hotmail.com |
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (23)
A Bit (Songs) There are things I must do there are things I must say. There are things people tell me to do like pray/ But sorry but that isn't for me and that is what it is meant to be/ I don't care as long as I a... [268 words] [Thriller]
Can I Give In Now? (Poetry) No comment. [59 words] [Drama]
Can't Let Him Go (Short Stories) Can't Let You Go is about a girl that has fallen in love with a man that is 4 years older then her but before they have been together for one whole month he wants to break up afraid of her father and ... [1,442 words] [Drama]
Da Game (Poetry) No comment. [105 words] [Drama]
Desperate (Songs) My life is so boring/ As my mom just goes out whoring. [215 words] [Action]
Don't Care (Poetry) Oh just something that I made oh so many months ago. [381 words] [Drama]
Everything To Me (Songs) ....Something that happened earlier today. I hope you like it though and please give me some feedback on it if you wish. [598 words] [Relationships]
Forever In Pain (Poetry) Some poem I had made a while back. [111 words] [Drama]
Glad To Call You Mine (Songs) It is mainly a love song of my realatonship. ^-^; I hope you like it. [474 words] [Romance]
Life Of Aguny (Poetry) About a girl that is in a deep state of depression. [194 words] [Drama]
Life Of Fear (Poetry) It is about a person who wants to get out of a life of fear but is to scared to do it. [206 words] [Drama]
Look At Yourself Before Me (Poetry) This is something for my mother mostly. She complains saying that I'm trouble maker and 'cold hearted'. I know I'm not cause if I was I wouldn't be loving my boyfriend. [236 words] [Drama]
Needed (Poetry) No comment. [253 words] [Drama]
One Girl & One Shattered Dream (Novels) This a proluge of the story "One Girl & One Shattered Dream." It mainly tells you about a bit of Phoenix and then it leads off to Lithez, the main chracter. [349 words] [Teenage]
Only A Dare (Songs) It was just a dare/ But we were not being fair/ We asked her to do something she didn't feel comfortable doing/ She's suspose to ask a guy out but right now he's busy screwing/ (screwing) [396 words] [Relationships]
Scared To Dance? (Songs) Come on guys dance on that dance floor/ Come on girls get them begging for some more/ Move those hips. [271 words] [Teenage]
Sluts (Songs) Oh there goes one now thinking she's all that/ But my friends and I know that her and her kind are just fucking brats/ If they want something they try their best to get it/ Even other's men which I sw... [367 words] [Teenage]
Stupid Lik' Girl (Songs) How much more can you stand to be like this/ Or do I need to keep your parents guessing on who I dis/ It is time for you to see/ It is time to see on what you are meant to be. [707 words] [Drama]
Thought It Was Love (Songs) Why do you say he loves you when he is out flirtin'/ I can see you are hurting/ Yet you refuse to see on what he really is when he denies the flirting. [432 words] [Drama]
Ticking Time Bomb (Poetry) I made this when I was pissed off, hehe. [206 words] [Action]
To Many Beers (Poetry) - [247 words] [Crime]
True Or A Lie? (Songs) This is a love song about well me really.... cause my boyfriend is actully doing this..... heh and well I think it is better to write out your feelings then keep them inside. So I hope you enjoy this ... [510 words] [Relationships]
Where Had I Gone Wrong? (Poetry) Something that I had made while back. [178 words] [Drama]
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Wanting It To Be The End
Nicky Rothschild
Getting a phone call from someone I knew from my dreadfull past.
As I then try to be happy behind this lieing mask.
The truth is that I'm falling apart.
Which I know isn't being very smart.
Here I am now trying my best to fight back these tears.
As I cry that is all my sister hears.
She won't know who had called me.
Or who the person used to mean to me.
My hands are now shaking as I seem not to be able to stop crying.
Ashame of my tears I simply go into hiding.
I used to think I had gotten over my past.
But I guess I was hiding behind this pitfull mask.
Thinking that I will never break down which was a mistake.
That I most of had create.
Now my dear friend Marissa comes over for some reason.
I then hang up on the person on the phone for many reasons.
Feeling like I want to die.
Since I had broken down as the person laughed when he heared me cry.
Marissa tries to get me to speak up on what had went wrong.
I then tell her how those words the person had said stung.
I'm now depressed but worse then I ever had been since my depression has hit me full force today not sure if my heart can mend.
As I sit here with her arms around me, wishing that my tears and my depression will just end.
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STORYMANIA PUBLICATION DATE
September 2006 |
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