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Why Do I Go Through With It Jay Little
My REAL feelings always seems to be held
inside of me barred and celled
I feel like i wanna die
cause what i'm living now is hell
I never speak with my mind
I always try to use my heart
But as I'm living my life
My heart is going dark
Why do i go through with it
do that do this
thats all i hear
and everytime it's said
It hurts my ears
I love these people
and try to do everything i can
But i feel like no matter what i do
i can't never win
I'm starting to realize my problems
I care about people's feelings more then mine
yeah that's fine but not when your life
is as bad as mine
i let what i really have to say
build up inside
then love turns into hate and
hope turns into none
the closer i am the farther
I wanna be away from
Now my heart is fading away
like the leaves in Fall and
the snow in Spring
I'm starting to distance myself from me
One day it's gonna happen
i'm gonna get up and leave
I feel like i can't breathe
What i leave behind me I'll forget
and the pass i won't remember
Please can you answer me
A question as simple as this
Why do i put my life through this shit
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"i recognise these feelings. be strong and if you need to talk,try talking to a stranger - me. Louisa" -- Louisa duncan, Aberdeen , scotland.
"I have been there, plus some. If you need support or a listening ear or some encouragement...claypalette@yahoo.com I have an amazing story." -- Brian O Neil.
"im goin through the same thing thats how im feeling thats why i started writting poetry it is a good way to express your feelings.you should read some of my poetry it might help you a little bit its under LINDSAY CURTIS and if you ever need to talk my email adress is hottstff96@yahoo.com feel free to email me at anytime.by the way great poem keep up the good work!" -- lindsay.
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