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Why, Oh Why? Desi Williams
Why do you run?
Why do you hide?
Are you afraid?
Are you alive?
I try to flee
I try to fly
This is me
I don't see why
Everyone tries to label
Everyone tries to fix
Everyone tries to sweep me up
Like a game of pick-up-sticks
When I need you
You don't seem to care
When I look to see you by my side
You're rarely ever there
I'm stabbed in the back
I'm left all alone
I have to fend for myself
Not a friend to call my own
How long can this façade go on?
I'm really starting to come undone
All I see are the empty faces
All I know is empty spaces
No one is true
and No one is real
The walls of my mind
Are starting to reel
Life's true meaning
Has long since been lost
Am I going to have to pay the cost?
I feel small and obsolete
Like with my pain
The world can't compete
The universe can't contain my pain
Threads and seams burst apart once again
Crying and dying don't come so easy
I try so hard but I just can't please me
What do you want from me
What will you do to me?
There's no escape for me
Forever, never more
READER'S REVIEWS (6) DISCLAIMER: STORYMANIA DOES NOT PROVIDE AND IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR REVIEWS. ALL REVIEWS ARE PROVIDED BY NON-ASSOCIATED VISITORS, REGARDLESS OF THE WAY THEY CALL THEMSELVES.
"Go Desi, i loved this piece, u havent written for a while, so im glad to read your work. Just know that were here to support ya. Great poem, keep 'em coming, much love, Josh" -- Josh / AxeY.
"Whoah...which is both good and bad, great poem but it's no good your feeling like this. Hope things clear up for you soon sweety :)" -- Rebecca.
"Fortunately, Rebecca, I don't anymore. If you read, "Poem Letter to My Coping Mechanism," You see I'm doing just fine... well okay not entirely but I am getting there. Love yall. Thanks Josh you wonderful man. Take care everybody." -- Desi.
"well, good to hear that your getting there, i loved the poem desi, i could feel your emotion, man i can't believe your only 14 lol, good work :-). can't wait till your next....." -- baker.
"Thanks you guys... hey is this David or Tim Baker? jw... mwah y'all" -- Desi.
"hey desi, i'm sorry about all that you're going through...i wish things could be different and more joyfull and happy...what you wrote is really powerfull...love you always ;-p" -- Carla.
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