Immortalized DreambyFred Hardy Suasidal theme. something I wrote a long time ago the words came very easy. and like most th... [172 words] One More TrybyFred Hardy Complicated lyrics fast pace music with great melody .still searching for answers. [230 words] How Is It Now!byFred Hardy hard to follow its like a really bad trip chorus is simple with repetition any comments good or... [248 words] My Angel ,My StarbyFred Hardy Speaks of the pain of living without someone who was very close. [161 words] The Sinfull Seduction Of A CommunistbyFred Hardy a point of view from the left on how american society has influenced the... [276 words] True To Your NamebyFred Hardy Sometimes it can be very confusing with all the complications that surround us choice are mad... [205 words] When Your SeventeenbyFred Hardy Misunderstood. very twisted look at the choice between life and death. in a world that has ... [359 words] You Had Lost Your WaybyFred Hardy Very slow with more tempo in the chorus a definite religious theme [193 words] Wating For A Message From GodbyFred Hardy Not a religious song. no more of revenge mode on a really bad break up. [240 words] You Think That You Know MebyFred Hardy Slow pace,a view from the left. [231 words] Yesterday's PastbyFred Hardy Not much flow but does speak out with imagination some religious people may be offended. [234 words] Here And GonebyFred Hardy Depression with susidal theme a definite rock song with more tempo in the chorus. [321 words] You Want It AllbyFred Hardy About the girl next door a very fast pace rock/alternative type song. [240 words] September RainbyFred Hardy One of those boring non imaginitve boy girl songs that have been done to death . [233 words] Somewhere(Part One)byFred Hardy Part one of three. [203 words] Another Night In ParadisebyFred Hardy Simple three cord progression the chorus sounds familiar plain rock no surprises lyri... [318 words] ConsumedbyFred Hardy It's about a girl who was just trying to be herself and trying to fit in to the world around her and t... [263 words] Arizona HeatbyFred Hardy A pop rock song with simple but catchy lyrics .any comments would be appreciated. [237 words] I Packed My BagsbyDesi Williams About how my parents don't appreciate me for who I am, and how sometimes, it gets to the point... [252 words] Like Raven Wings'byBrian C Lebron - [134 words] The Internal PleabyAmy Anderson Umm... about the people who bottle up their emotions and appear to be happy but on the inside... [285 words] Dark FatebyAmy Anderson I was heaps upset when I wrote it and yer... Tell me what you think. [222 words] 6 Foot UnderbyAmy Anderson A song I rote the otha night, half asleep and heeps upset.. tell me what you think. [294 words] .The Beach.byCarla Thomson A countryish song. [125 words] ---Hasnt Got OnebyKasey Ann Miller I havent got a name yet,some sugestions please.. [122 words] Your Secret Sins Your LullabybyAmy Anderson Another song, tell me what you think :) [221 words] Why? Why? How? To See His Own DeathbyJosh Earl This is a song about a kid that gets bullied so much through his life he ca... [245 words] Where Are We Now?byDesi Williams Sort of a poem song... wait. all songs are poems LOL... about how trapped I feel sometimes. ... [193 words] What's Dead Is GonebyAmy Anderson Another song about a friend... actually it's the same person... so as you've probably gathe... [144 words] What Will Become Of MebyMelanie West A slow but touching drama song. [113 words] Too ManybyAmy Anderson I wrote this a while ago and I wasnt guna put it on but oh well... Its about what I used to always wis... [184 words] To Set You Free From A Life With MebyJosh Earl This is a song about a guy that nows his girl friends life would be better ... [214 words] The Way It GoesbyAndrej Milec Dedicated to all those who love and have been loved. If you feel the last stanza is a bit diffe... [84 words] The UnnamedbyKasey Ann Miller Sorry ppls,the stupid thing screwed up my name etc,my real name is KASEY miller not KAREN miller...... [121 words] The Phsyco StreambyJosh Earl Its a very heavy song about ppl not takin shit of no one anymore. [124 words] The Ones UnnamedbyKaren Miller This song is kinda about me I guess,but also relates to other people,guy or girl,that feel lik... [128 words] The Hand You Have SoldbyJosh Earl This is a kinda stupid song its about no one I have meet yet but I am shore I will sum d... [114 words] The Description Of Beauty YoubyJosh Earl This is a song about a special person that has left alot of things in my mermorie... [132 words] Talk To MebySam Cheton It's a song I wrote for no particular reason kinda relates to me... [166 words] Suicide LullabybyKasey Ann Miller This is about a guy I love.... [133 words] Sonic BoombyJosh Earl This is about a person that never gives up to be with you even when you dont want them to...this is ... [173 words] Song Of My LifebyAndrej Milec Just how it all feels sometimes. [109 words] Should I Let You InbyCarla Thomson A slow rock song. [123 words] SacredbyAlina Grigoryan - [163 words] Rising Suns Of YoubyJosh Earl A softer song about a gurl want more clik in and read and tell me wat u think. [174 words] RevelationsbyJoel Aaron An invitation to discover who I am ,the part of me you cannot see. [151 words] Put Me DownbyAlina Grigoryan This song is not about me at all,though I wrote it. [140 words] Over ChangebyAmy Anderson Wrote it bout one of my friends... just thought of it off the top of mi head so I duno if its any g... [134 words] Only OnebyBrian C Lebron - [60 words] Old Man 2byAndrej Milec This one is more like a pop/rock song. Thought it up on my way home. [166 words] Nothing Less Then YoubyAmy Anderson Just came to me then... tell me what you think. [142 words] Not Loving YoubyAmy Anderson Umm... about some one who is in love with one person but can't stop thinking about some one else... [158 words] Never Lands PainbyJosh Earl This is a song about a kind of a nerd liking a realli popular chik and she never notices him i... [228 words] NatashabyAlina Grigoryan Just a funny one , nothing personal to Natashas:)) [66 words] Melody Of My TearsbyJosh Earl This is a song about a gurl I new who was very depressed at the time..... plz leave your com... [123 words] Maybe I'll Let GobyNash Song about the same girl it's always about:- [218 words] Looking At The Same Thing...Different! .. 6 Songs..byJane Ruth The song is about all of the different perspectives we have... [763 words] Little Black HookbyNash - [254 words] Liberty For LibertinesbyAlina Grigoryan A note *on 18th of may 1964 was a riot ( rockers etc.) [179 words] Know MebySam Cheton It's a song I wrote about how I feel about this guy I've liked 4ever. [122 words] Know Me (Revised)bySam Cheton It's Knew Me revised. I didnt like the other one as much. This one has rap in it... [115 words] Kewler Than You Or Me To HandlebyJosh Earl About alota faggets that think there to good for anyone. [252 words] Just A Little, BabybyDesi Williams How I'm feeling in the moment... [143 words] I'm Still AlivebyAmy Anderson Another song... same shit behind it... tell me what you think. [269 words] If You WannabyTom Bomb - [117 words] How Do I LivebyKym Whitney Um this is a song already made up by trisha yearwood....its like exactly how I feel for someone r... [188 words] Hope For The HelplessbyAmy Anderson About the people that make life so hard and the ones who give me strength to keep going..... [255 words] HappybySteph Kidd Its a rock song. me and my parents have been having some crazy times lately. theyre driving me insane...l... [124 words] Give Into The New AddictionbyKaren Miller --This is a song about a guy who im not to happy with at the moment. [117 words] Friday AfternoonbyCarla Thomson This song is kinda jazzy. if you just read it can sound depressing. but it sounds kool when it... [99 words] Feel SorrybyJannah Akira Bout me and how I feel. [208 words] Don't You RealizebyFinding Saturday Fs It's a song someone in my band wrote about a guy in our class. [101 words] Difunctional ThingsbyLuke Giddins About people I dont like and what I want them to do. [397 words] Depression--- Game OverbyJosh Earl This song is about anyone that has been depressed a song about the real life the happy ... [201 words] Comfort PlacebyChina Rose Marie Bullock Talks about the place you go to when you need your space. [130 words] Clones At HeartbyJosh Earl A very soft song think of vermillion pt 2 [136 words] Broken CinderellabyMelanie Geeregat Umm..don't really know what to say about this, wrote it about myself I guess... [174 words] Blood Stained TearsbyAmy Anderson Another song... leave a comment :) [225 words] Best Friend And Worst EnemybyDesi Williams Hard Rock lyrics... country sound... those two don't normally go together, huh? :) ... [154 words] Be My GuestbyAlina Grigoryan Song about me..i really felt like that in the moment I wrote this song Not a long one but with mus... [35 words] Awake--SleepbyJosh Earl This is a weird song about people that never want to sleep never wanna see what there nightmares b... [174 words] Single ChaoticbyAmy Anderson I was so sick of always getting the blame for anything and everything that ever went wrong.... a... [186 words] Without You In This Lonely WorldbyJennifer Cuartas A song about a guy I used to love who died. [66 words] With A Reason WhybyAryka - [279 words] Who Am I That Jesus Would Die For Me?byJessica L Young This song talks about wondering why Jesus would die for me. We are all si... [102 words] What Is HerebyJannah Akira Never look back. [130 words] Upside DownbyKatie C Johnson It's about a real life story that I had for a boy that I loved but things came between us and ended... [573 words] TraptbyAmy Anderson This song is pretty up beat all the way through and is especially faster in the chorus. It's about feelin... [164 words] There's No Sometimes With YoubyEllen E Watson Sometimes clouds turn into storms Sometimes sunshine shines on my day Sometimes s... [115 words] The One Who Aparts UsbyFahad Tauhid Lyrics about life: The most hated the most loved. Its quite metallic. [119 words] Thank You LordbyJessica L Young Song talks about thanking the Lord for everything...Med. paced... [77 words] Suicidal Self DesirebyJosh Anderson Lyrics; Through misery and self sacrifice, what is this world achieving? When sung, it is ... [176 words] Steak Night At Barnie'sbyLithium - [116 words] Stay Away From My WaybyDesi Williams It's a hard rock song... maybe not heavy metal... but definitely hard rock... punk... yea... [134 words] So SickbyNash Song about my repetetive confusion with the same girl. [163 words] She'll Make It ThrubyDri - [278 words] SaviourbyKaye Burland This is a song about a teenaged girl who feels empty and alone. [178 words] Red Eye SummerbyNash A little discription of my summertime. leave a review! [188 words] Not YoubyKelli L Potts This poem is about a kid being constanly pressured to be something they don't want to be. A very common... [102 words] My Melted OctoberbyKayla Hupp This song is basically a romance song. It tells about when my boyfriend whom I loved with all... [164 words] Mahal KitabyAmy Anderson Well.. mahal kita is filo for "i love you" and I wrote about my boyfriend who I have liked for along... [124 words] Lost In MindbyAmy Anderson Just another song... hope you like it. [211 words] Left To BurnbyAmy Anderson Another song... so f*n cut wen I rote it.. plz read it n tell me wat u think :) [296 words] Jesus You ArebyJessica L Young My last song that I wrote. I am working on writing more...This song is fast paced... [112 words] Jesus Is TherebyJessica L Young Song tells you that Jesus will never leave you nor forsake you. He'll always be there when you n... [105 words] ImperfectbyNash Lol I decided to do more of a wierd theme this time instead of a straight out song. I like it, I migh... [183 words] If Only You CouldbyNash Song about alot of things. I took some of the comments on my other songs and peoms into cons... [167 words] I Love You JesusbyJessica L Young A little chorus I made up...Fast paced... [39 words] Four WallsbyBrian C Lebron - [93 words] Enter InsanitybyAmy Anderson I wrote this song after I had been sitting down for a while thinking about my life, I realised t... [218 words] Ends HerebyAmy Anderson Another fast, heavy song... feel free to say anything you want about it... good or bad, it's all good... [232 words] Christmas DaybyFred Hardy Simple melody catchy,not every thing is as it seems. [211 words] BulletsbyLode Loyens Song about the real violence and hardship for someone born in the inner city or ghetto. [133 words] Broken Promises(Monday Never Came)byBabe I got hurt too many times and let it happen again, I had to get it out some ... [189 words] Bleeding TearsbyAmy Anderson Another song.... alot of emotion behind it. [163 words] All I Need 2byDesi Williams This is a slightly different version of the first one... no swear words. [166 words] AchebyAmy Anderson I'm not sure I really like this song.... I was so cut when I wrote it so I don't think I put much effort i... [165 words]
ABOUT
THE AUTHOR
My names Amy Anderson, I'm 15 and live in Australia. I couldn't live without music.. i love it so much!! I play bass in a 4 peice band.. we haven't decided on a name yet... I listen to metal, punk, hardcore and emo.. [August 2005]
AUTHOR'S OTHER TITLES (36) 6 Foot Under (Songs) A song I rote the otha night, half asleep and heeps upset.. tell me what you think. [294 words] Ache (Songs) I'm not sure I really like this song.... I was so cut when I wrote it so I don't think I put much effort into it :S but anyway it's there if you wanna read it... [165 words] Beauty Of Suicide (Songs) This one isn't written about myself... [238 words] Bleeding Tears (Songs) Another song.... alot of emotion behind it. [163 words] Blood Stained Tears (Songs) Another song... leave a comment :) [225 words] Dark Fate (Songs) I was heaps upset when I wrote it and yer... Tell me what you think. [222 words] Eccedentesiast (Songs) "Eccedentesiast" means someone who fakes a smile.. [190 words] Empty Lies And Final Goodbyes (Songs) Umm... someone is heartbroken and the guy doesnt realise that he's still in love with her.. untill it's too late.. hmm sounds familiar doesn't it? well this is a little different, I hope. [255 words] Ends Here (Songs) Another fast, heavy song... feel free to say anything you want about it... good or bad, it's all good :P. [232 words] Enter Insanity (Songs) I wrote this song after I had been sitting down for a while thinking about my life, I realised that alot of it had been built up on pain and betrayal, so it's mainly about wanting to forget everything... [218 words] [Teenage] Find My Way (Songs) This isn't really about anything in particular... just another song. tell me what you think, ta. [178 words] - Hasnt Got One Yet (Poetry) I was guna make this a song buh I just left it as a poem... I gess its about not bein able 2 c my bf. Hasnt got a name yet... any suggestions plz? [46 words] Hope For The Helpless (Songs) About the people that make life so hard and the ones who give me strength to keep going... Those parts in brackets are whispers in the background.. [255 words] I'll Love You In Life And Death (Poetry) My first attempt at a poem... duna what it's like but lol give it a read :) [143 words] I'm Still Alive (Songs) Another song... same shit behind it... tell me what you think. [269 words] Invisible Or Invincible? (Songs) I wrote this about one of my friends whos been getting alot of shit from some people who she calls "friends"... [140 words] Invisible Scars (Songs) How it all feels... tell me wat u think. [209 words] Left To Burn (Songs) Another song... so f*n cut wen I rote it.. plz read it n tell me wat u think :) [296 words] Lost In Mind (Songs) Just another song... hope you like it. [211 words] Love Hates Us (Songs) - [192 words] Mahal Kita (Songs) Well.. mahal kita is filo for "i love you" and I wrote about my boyfriend who I have liked for along time and am finally going out with :) sang to the tune of aerials by s.o.a.d. [124 words] Make It (Songs) Hmm... about the pressures parents place on kids to be all they want instead of letting them live their own lives.. cant say I like this one too much really... meh. [207 words] Not Loving You (Songs) Umm... about some one who is in love with one person but can't stop thinking about some one else. [158 words] Nothing Less Then You (Songs) Just came to me then... tell me what you think. [142 words] Over Change (Songs) Wrote it bout one of my friends... just thought of it off the top of mi head so I duno if its any good... oh well tell me what you think. [134 words] Single Chaotic (Songs) I was so sick of always getting the blame for anything and everything that ever went wrong.... and like the song says, I just needed some time to be by myself. It's a pretty heavy song... [186 words] Stolen And Torn (Songs) A song about a fair few stuff... take a look and tell me what you think. [221 words] The Internal Plea (Songs) Umm... about the people who bottle up their emotions and appear to be happy but on the inside they're breaking down.. i wrote this at a time when nothing was going right, and i couldn't see much point... [285 words] Thorns From Our Dying Love (Songs) - [236 words] Too Many (Songs) I wrote this a while ago and I wasnt guna put it on but oh well... Its about what I used to always wish for and not being able to believe that its actually happening.. [184 words] Trapt (Songs) This song is pretty up beat all the way through and is especially faster in the chorus. It's about feeling that I have no one left to trust or to confide in. [164 words] Voices In My Head (Songs) Well I gess the title says a fair bit... and they're driving me crazy :s [157 words] We're Broken (Songs) Kind of a tortured love song... just made some changes to it then. [214 words] What's Dead Is Gone (Songs) Another song about a friend... actually it's the same person... so as you've probably gathered this chik is seriously pissin me off... think otep for this one. [144 words] When Boys And Girls Cry (Songs) I guess you could say it's about the strength some people give you, and how weak you can become without them. [258 words] Your Lullaby (Songs) Another song, tell me what you think :) [221 words]
Your Secret Sins Amy Anderson
Lying to myself. Trying to believe that, What you did to me Was never even real. Wash my body, Cleanse your soul. You took from me, What i can't regain.
Close my eyes and i see, Your hungry eyes watching me. Beg myself not to listen, Still i hear you screaming for my silence. And inside i still feel your sin, Hands moving over my skin.
Frozen inside i couldn't move. My mind was paralysed. You led me there And ignored the fact That i was so full of fear. I only wish i could go back. Stop before you held me, And made my body your's. You looked through my eyes, Windows to the soul, And you saw what i felt inside. The emptiness from all you took from me. But in those eyes staring back at me, I never saw your pity. For a child lost and scared to breathe...
Close my eyes and i see, Your hungry eyes watching me. Beg myself not to listen, Still i hear you screaming for my silence. And inside i still feel your sin, Hands moving over my skin.
You told me it was all a game. The only rule, don't tell anyone. Just for us.. our little secret. I close my eyes and wonder how, Why i let you treat me so low. Screaming inside i feel one regret, Why didn't i get up and run?! But further down, out of your reach I know you're the one to blame. You had me in control, Turned the guilt to me. But now i'm older, And so much wiser, I see you're the true culprit. The sick mind behind A decieving face.
Close my eyes and i see, Your hungry eyes watching me. Beg myself not to listen, Still i hear you screaming for my silence. And inside i still feel your sin, Hands moving over my skin.
Shhhh.... Shhh it's our little secret. Just for you and me. Not anymore, no longer silenced. Some things are better of said. I can't keep it inside anymore. Don't ever... not again, Cos now i'm much stronger. One day i'll bare my insides. Show the scars imprinted in me, And make you feel my pain..
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"your writing is maturing with every peice. at your age you are just beginning an most great songs come from emotions and pain through life expeirences. you have the talent and ability to acheive your goals just don't give up .and keep working on new stuff and re working old stuff and the sound ,it may change many times." -- fred hardy, canada.
"Wow. I totally have to agree with Fred Hardy, here. Wonderful." -- Desi .
"I am very sorry it has taken me this long to get around to reviewing and reading your work. This was amazing...hit a little to close to home for me, but an undoubtable power comes from this song. Great work…I can relate oh so well but then again that’s probably not a good thing… " -- Rebecca.
"Thanks to all of you for your reviews :) And to Rebecca, i'm sorry to hear that you've been through the same kind of thing. i hope everything has worked out for you.. if you ever wanna talk then feel free to add me on msn " -- Amy Anderson.
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